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I’m not good at it. 

Which is weird. Because I have thoughts. So many thoughts. Especially now that I’m writing my thesis. My current mental state, most likely caused by spending to much time with myself, is somewhat disappointing. Because I always thought that I could be a writer. So I thought I would write something. Anything. 

I feel like I’m having a breakdown. But at the same time I feel like I’ve got shit under control. That has never happened to me before. I’m an extreme. I’m all in or all out.

As a some sort of coping mechanism I went and got my ear pierced. Against my better judgement since I have problems with non-traditional piercings. 

I also revived my tongue piercing. I had it done about a 10 years ago and took it out in 2011 because I realized I wasn’t 19 anymore. Like that’s a reason.