i've had some more detailed thoughts about a yes, and headcanon. occtis has always loved to watch, loved to observe things, even just for the sake of watching. the urge has only gotten stronger after his death. he wants to see anatomy, up close and personal in all the ways he never got to. to see muscles spasm. to look at how a body turns redder and redder with a flush of arousal. to admire how skin grows darker and darker yet as hickeys are sucked against the surface. to watch as a cock grows longer and harder, swelling with blood, twitching in eagerness.
and. well. it's a convenient thing that julien has never been one to shy away from putting on a... personal show for anyone that asks
- cup
Yes, cup, and you want to know the funny / kinda fucked up thing?
It's not just the exhibition that's getting Julien off here.
It's something in the way Occtis studies his body, like it's not really even Julien he's looking at, just the body. Julien is just a butterfly pinned for a bit, an experiment being researched.
He gets so hard when Occtis makes him wait, or moves him so he can see a line of muscles better, or changes something not to make it better for Julien, but purely so he can see what happens.
Between that and the distracted tone of voice, just a minute Julien, move your leg a bit.... Now hold on we're going to try.... Oh don't be like that it's not that much bigger..... It's just cold Julien your body will ... See it's fine....
Julien hopes Occtis never gets his fill.














