#cu-tae

i see no difference...

jk i regret everything

Mannn getting a girlfriend has busied up my inbox so much this was such a great idea

 1. answered2. answered3. crush: dat u4. kissed anyone?: nope never ever I especially have never kissed you ew gay5. coke or pepsi?: diet coke yo6. someone I hate: can’t think of anyone right now; brain is still stuck on the topic of kisses7. best friends? Curtis and Steven are my sons and I love them both very much8. ever done alcohol or drugs?: I drink when I feel like getting smashed which isn’t super often and I used to smoke pot casually (similar to how i drink) but I have stopped recently because while job hunting I may be asked to take a drug test.9. dream job?: Anything that I enjoy doing (who knows what that is tho)10. Ever been in love?: only ever once, and man my love is actively brightening my life with her silly sense of humor and gentle personality. I love you!11. Last time you cried?: The last time I cried was two nights ago and it was hilarious. I was watching a youtube gamer stream a horror game and my brother suddenly went “BAH” right next to me and I jumped out fo my fucking skin and then cried laughing.12. favorite color: I really love dark, vivid colors like midnight blues, foresty greens, marroon/purpley red… nothing too bright. I like dark smooth greys and black as well.13. height: 5’4” haaaaah Cindy…14. Birthday: 12/15/199615. Eye color: very dark brown16. Hair color: very dark brown17. What do I love?: Ummmm i love my girlfriend and my family and my friends and my dogs and i love snakes and roller coasters and potato chips and chocolate and sex and laughter18. Obsession: Anime hahhhhh…19. One wish: I would wish for some sort of peace of mind. I’d want someont to prove to me (without spoiling anything) that everything is gonna turn out for me alright in the end and that I’m gonna die with a feeling of “that was definitely worth it”20. Do you love someone?: I love you21. Kiss or hug?: If I can’t have both I don’t wanna live this life22. Nicknames: idk man Yuki or Yukiko or Caitlyn or Mufasa or sometimes people just shout my last name really loud23. Favorite song: Psh what a silly question24. answered25. answered26. Best thing that has ever happened to me: Finding Cindy. Honestly it sounds cliche or naive. but like, finding Cindy means finding out that I’m not just incapable of feelings of love, finding out that there is something in this life that I most definitely do not want to abandon, finding motivation, finding security, and finding love. 27. Something you would change about yourself: Man being a really unreasonably jealous piece of shit kinda sucks I wouldn’t mind toning that down a heckton but here I am being jealous ugh28. Ever dated someone? WHAT NO THAT”S SO GROSS COOTIES ugh dating is SINFUL29. Worst Mistake?: oh boy one time i got drunk and slept with someone I should not have slept with30. answered31. Ever had a heartbreak?: nope! other than the various sad shows and movies and books out there…32. Favorite show: such a silly question33. Best day of your life?: oh man I have no idea I don’t even remember a lot of my life and a lot of it is good34. Any talents? I enjoy singing and playing piano and guitar but it’s more of a hobby than a talent. I can draw decently well but nothing like a lot of the people on tumblr like wow. I will proudly say however that I am very good with animals. That’s a talent right?35. Do you ever wish you could start over?: I used to wish that a lot. I used to wish that on a daily basis. But now I don’t think I would want to. Everything I’ve done in the past has led me to where I am now, and there are a lot of good things about right now. 36. Any bad habits?: being annoying/getting distracted when people are talking to me (not intentionally). 37. answered38. Someone I can tell anything to: My big brother Kelen even though he’s an asshole sometimes. He views people as a lot worse than they actually are so he doesn’t act like I’m an awful person when I’ve been an awful person.39. Ever lost a loved one? Nope40. Do you believe in love?: Yaknow, if I’d been asked this a few months ago, I would’ve said no. I believed in family love, but not romantic love. But here I am now, totally caught up in what can only be very serious romantic love…41. answered42. answered43. answered

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*SCREAMS INTERNALLY FOR ETERNITY*