#cty stuff

I can’t stop thinking about the fact that i can’t disappear this summer and do things without consequence or reputation. Like I know that its for the better and I would have hated it if i went back but i. ugh. I love the feeling of no regrets, of abandoning my comfort zone because it doesn’t matter. It’s weird and gross to know that I won’t have that chance again, that I won’t be able to run away from real life