#csa 00

i feel j ust ? so so skeeved out from earlier still, and i get skeeved out every time the subject comes around- people argue abt stuff like this when it comes to writing and that’s whatever, i have no right to pontify on authorly business

 but for me personally it has an ENORMOUS bearing on my life and the shit i went through as a kid. the shit i am still having problems with, 12 years later, which has completely screwed me up mentally and emotionally and has interfered with even my ability to form basic consistent personal relationships

you don’t fucking sexualize kids. it doesn’t matter if you slap a superficial label that goes “they’re 18+ here” bc you know, that can just as easily be you covering your ass and trying to avoid the responsibility of the shitty thing you’re doing. if they still look like a kid, if you ESTABLISH that they are a kid, they’re a fucking kid. dont try to dodge rightful repercussions by using that cheap cop-out. you do not force your fetishes on an underage character. 

and we pulled the receipts, there is pages and pages of this shit on his blog ? there is more than ample proof. i am not pulling this out of my ass. i don’t follow him (i can’t remember if i ever have) and the only reason i haven’t seen any of this before now is bc it came up in conversation. one thing led to another & we unintentionally uncovered the fckin Goldmine of Pedo Garbage

i mean i should’ve seen this coming from a grown-ass MAN obsessed with little girls/childhood/”purity”, but i’m just? i regret that i didn’t cut him off sooner