#crushtalk

i asked out my crush and he said he liked me back! apparently we’ve both liked eachother for two years and i’m just EXTREMELY OBVIOUS because they said they have been flirting with me for MONTHS and i still didn’t know if they liked me.

Ok so, she's really tall and always wears black boots that make her taller. The way she walks and carries herself is entrancing, when she's in the room she demands attention and oh my god I literally can't say a word. Her hair is always changing, she dyes it often and I'm pretty sure she cuts it herself. Her eyes are the most lovely shade of brown. They're kind of half closed all the time, like shes in between being awake and asleep, and they turn up at the corners when she smiles. Sometimes she wears eyeliner, gosh, everything she does just makes her look so- I'm gonna stop talking about how pretty she is before it gets creepy, but wow she's the most beautiful person I've ever seen and she knows it, she's so confident in herself and unashamed of who she is. I haven't met a single person who dislikes her (aside from the local homophobes, who she actively challenges and yells at. She's so fucking brave and tough, I wish I could do that too.) Last summer I worked up the nerve to talk to her instead of just awkwardly watching her from across the computer lab. I totally messed up too, it was a wreck of a conversation on my side, but she didn't seem to mind and didn't make me feel bad for it. Now sometimes I send her pictures of my animals and she shows me songs she likes and how she does her makeup. Every time I get a notification from her my whole insides do a backflip. She's really funny too, even if I don't really understand all of her references, she's just got a real knack for conversation. I'm really glad I met her, even though I'm not going to try anything, I'm just so happy to get to know her. I think its a shame more people don't get to know her, she's just such a lovely person and I feel so incredibly lucky to have met her. I really hope she gets everything she wants in life.

My crush-turned-gf had to move away the beginning of 10th grade, so we got both got each other little stuffies of our favorite animals (opossum for me, bumble bee for her) and once she was at her new house, we started sending each other postcards and little love notes through the mail

For the crush thing: my crush apparently likes me back and he's my boyfriend now ^-^

oh are we talking crushes? i like a guy and he liked me back but im ace so i got freaked out and friendzoned him and because he's a respectful dude he accepted it and moved on 🙃