#crowtext

so school has been keeping me busy (this is my last semester barring an internship over the summer) along with con prep, commissions, miscellaneous merch prep and mental illness etc.

and while i love writing zev it’s also like...i have drafts that are literally from september and i don’t even know how to reply because guilt

on one hand i feel like the responsible thing to do would be to archive, but on the other hand i’d like to at least get the replies out there and see what happens i guess? and just make it clear again that there’s no pressure to maintain a thread if there’s no interest

idk man life is hard with low self esteem and low permanence

I’d like to make an effort to post more things I doodle or draw. I’ve been happy to say I’ve drawn almost everyday since I made that last post. I made this blog in an attempt to show myself that I have made progress, and while it has helped encourage me in the past I feel like I need to have a more tangible form of proof to keep me motivated. As such I’m planning on posting more things on my twitter. Messier stuff like this that I can’t really say I “finished”. Not many people follow me on here and acquiring a following has never really been a goal of mine but to the few of you who are there I thank for being the occasional notification on my dash. Hopefully things will only get better.

sorry guys. can’t do this anymore and it’s not really fair to my writing partners either so