#crowcrafting

tfw blame yourself for everything for years tfw finally try to get grail to make things right again tfw accidentally allowed hundreds of innocent children to be eaten for the sake of your wish tfw kill Master to stop her from killing her little sister who set you back on the right path and to whom you owe everything tfw your actions ended up robbing this girl of her family and severely scarring her for life tfw she doesn’t even remember you when you meet again  tfw only memory of you is just a vague vision of you stabbing her sister who was trying to, in her eyes, protect her tfw you can never tell her the truth because it would shatter what little mental fortitude she has left tfw fuck it decide to put everything you have into protecting her since fighting’s the only thing you’ve ever been good for tfw despite everything you’re still too weak to protect her and end up getting corrupted by main antagonist anyways and forced to hurt her with your own hands - the one thing you swore to never do

Why... Why is Ayaka trying to pull his legs up? Is she trying to carry him? That’s... That’s a courageous thing to do. Saber sighed and instead turned things around. Ayaka is now resting finely on his armored arms. “What were you doing, Ayaka?”

[out of guts: unfortunately I think I’m the only person breathing in the fandom outside of @monumenttoyourfailure who rps as Kilik but his last post was in Aug. And the fandom has always been teenie tiny. I’m really happy that there are Air Gear fans out there so that makes me feel more confident. Hopefully I can do Emily justice. Emily is my waifu and I don’t say that a lot about my fave characters.]

Ayaka....!?!!?