[[ @crossroadsdiner ;; continued from here. ]]
Rowan leans against the railing, twirling his lighter in his hand. It’s fine, gold plated, with a rose engraved in the side. An old-fashioned ladies lighter. It always makes Rowan happy to hold the lighter. He’d stolen it from his bitch of a grandmother.
He flicks the lighter again, but no flame appears. The cigarette hanging between his lips goes unlit.
Rowan glances at the smoker beside him, looking them up and down. He doesn’t realise how much he’s staring until they address him. “Nah.” He shakes his head. “Wondering if I could get a light? I’m empty.” He jiggles his lighter, empty of lighter fluid, then shoves it in his pocket.
In truth, it was the man’s stare that had been making Kuma uncomfortable as they sat on the bench, grinding their herb. He was a big guy, with a strong jaw and a serious, scrutinizing face they couldn’t read. They had worn one of their long skirts out today. Had he clocked them? They wore one of their 3XL sweaters to try to hide the curves they had in all the wrong places. Were their shoulders too broad? Fingers too fat? Had they missed a spot shaving? Maybe it was the pockmark scars all over their face. Maybe, maybe, maybe--
They spoke without realizing. Anything to stop the staring.
And he answered. They looked at him, finally, openly surprised the request is so normal. “Oh, yeah, uh’course.“
Turning to their backpack, they dug around and pulled out a cheap, blue drugstore lighter and offered it to him. While he lit his cigarette, they reached into their pack and pulled out a seven inch tall bit of glass, a water pipe shaped like a pineapple, and started packing their bowl.










