I wish you knew how much you mean to me in full force, Mister Lawson. The many things you say or do will always warm my heart. You make me smile, laugh, and be happy to actually be me! Before meeting you, I was uncomfortable with speaking about what I was feeling. Can you ever blame me for feeling what I feel for you every second of every day?
I wish I could do so much more for you than I can today, Mister Lawson. Family is a beautiful thing to me, but my own tries to keep me from you. It makes it hard to show you activities you’ve never seen me do before. When I go through my own life problems, I get torn between letting you know what’s going on and keeping it to myself in fear of stressing you out. Hopefully I make you as happy as you make me, because I want that to be our goal forever.
I wish I could tell you how I’m feeling at this very moment, Mister Lawson, but I’m afraid that it might not be what you would want to hear. Every day of my life I think about what I can do to be able to make our future better for the both of us. Maybe I think about it way more than I should, but I can’t help but feel it being my top priority. There are things I think of doing for you that we may look back at and smile over. The thoughts of these things will never stop, and I don’t want them to.
I wish that we could run towards our aspirations sooner, Mister Lawson, but time only goes a certain speed. One day, we will be able to meet face to face for the very first time. When we do, it will be a very special and emotional moment for the both of us. After some time has passed, we will get our own house and our own job together. That dream job of doing videos and live streams together will come to life!
One last wish, Mister Lawson, is the wish that you will love me to the end of time. You snatched me up when I was vulnerable to the heart, and I have forever fallen for you. I love you with all my heart, and even if I say it every day I want you to know it’ll never lose it’s meaning. Destiny has come across us as soulmates, so never forget our bond! So, Mister Lawson, I sincerely wish you knew how much you mean to me, because you are worth every second of my life.