#crispbang

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she/her ⋆ 21+ ⋆ (n)sfw writer ✎﹏

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the fans are literally in love with his s.o bc they’re so hot and good to channie. the fans start simping over them, always asking about them and chan gets lowkey annoyed by it 🙄

like in that tone where he’s just kinda annoyed/disappointed by stays

“this is my vlive, why do you guys keep asking about y/n?” and he looks past the camera at you and you’re just giggling reading the comments, pressing the heart button on your phone 😌 as you should 💕

agh z, this is adorable!! and chan would question himself whether he’s jealous over you or over stays 🥺 also when you giggle, his heart melts but at the same time can’t help but to think how you heavenly it would be to hear your moans too. so yeah, after vlive, yeah, you know, what happens,,,

i’ll miss y’all v v v much ~

i love each and every one of you and ty for supporting me<333

YEAH LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP IS THE BEST WAY YOU CAN DESCRIBE ROTATIONS-

OOOOH I TOO LIVE ALONE NOW and how freeing isn't it to live alone like i feel like an entirely new human, i not too long ago wrote a diary entry about identity and of course ive done alot of inner work that can be done in any outer physical environment BUUUUT i feel like moving away from my,,,, rather oppressive mom,,, has made me really find who i truly am and i would have never in a million years thought that one of the contributing factors to my shitty mental health has been a denial of my true identity WHY DOESNT EVERYTHING I SAY GET SO FUCKING DEEP IM SORRY OK

but im soooo happy that you are happy with living alone and honestly im sure you will smash both your final chem exam AND the mcat, just remember that its not a race but rather a marathon when studying for such a big exam like the mcat. you need to think about your future self and have compassion for them SO THAT THEY DONT BURN OUT JUST AT THE FINISH LINE AIGHT so steady wins,,,, the marathon in this case LMAO

hmmm,,,, Ive been good! Well ok autumn hasn’t been the best but i have really bounced back and trying my best to cope with poopy mental health brain EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

school is also going fine although im yet to receive my grades on some essays which makes me nervous cause THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WHERE MY RESULTS AT- also not excited like,,,, at all cause im gonna have like we as nursing students are out on rotation in different hospital wards and stuff every term and im gonna have my psych rotation soon WHICH HAHAHAH VERY FUN VERY FUN I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE

maybe not a big deal for the average nursing student but a big deal for me cause its like being surrounded by triggering things and thoughts AND I DONT WANT TO SPEND ANOTHER ROTATION DISSOCIATING AND HAVING PANIC ATTACKS-

OOOOH COOL COOL, the art of writing (SOUNDS CRINGE BUT HEAR ME OUT) is the same kinda, no matter the fandom you’re writing for IDK IF THATS ONLY ME YK-

OF COURSE I REMEMBER YOUUUU and I have of course missed you as well <333

and how fun that you are writing again!!! Although you’re not writing for skz right? cause yk i totally am going through the same thing, obvs I like skz but writing about them just mhmm doesn’t hit the same but I wouldn’t know what other fandom I would like to write for lmaooo