Hey, is it possible to have a Yuliy one-shot where he and his s/o are in a huge argument because she's very careless during fights and in the last one she almost died and because she keeps bottling her emotions she just breaks during their fight and starts crying and Yuliy starts to panic a little and it ends in a fluff. Sorry if it's too much😫😫 thank you very much 😊😊😊
I’m sorry you had to wait so long, I hope you’ll still enjoy your request. I had a lot of fun while writing, it was a pleasure to venture deeper into Yuliy’s feelings 😊 I’m not sure if it’s dramatic or/ and fluffy enough 🙈 I’m not good at arguments because I tend to get super unreasonable and I wanted to save us the pain 😂Any complaints and critique is very welcome! Here goes some Yuliy for you ~ Lots of Love ❤ Lin
[Yuliy x fem!reader] [angst/ fluff] [word count: 1.015] Something is not right here. There is a shiver running through Yuliy’s body making his guts itch. Yuliy squints his eyes as the fading sunlight irritates his vision. Restlesslyhis gaze wanders her frame. It was a rough day for both of them, Jaeger had been tailing them almost all day and he wasn’t evensure if they were really able to throw them off. Stress and exhaustion eating on his composure, frustration loosened his tongue. As soon as they found a safe place to stay he had blurted out how he couldn’t handle herrecklessness any longer. How he couldn’t stand seeing her throwing her life away so thoughtlessly anymore. Remembering their last enemy encounter, he reminded her that she just made a hairbreadth escape from deaths doorstep.Horrible pictures of her lifeless frame dangling in enemy hands still freshly painted in his mind. At first, she had calmly responded“Throwing my life away for you? I’ll gladly do it again” then she had given him the silent treatment. She is always collected, rarely loosing hertemper in situations like this. Usually, he could handle that much but today it was different. Her words and the indifference she treated such an important subject with just set him off. The instant he had tried to touch hershoulder she aggressively had snapped his hand away. Irritation had stopped his words only for a moment, quickly he had pressed his arguments on her again and again. Then she had started throwing insults at him, raising hervoice strangely loud. It went back and forth until she had hit the cupboard behind her. With a clink a vase standing on top dropped, rolling a few inches until it shattered with a boisterous sound on the wooden floor. Silence clogs the air, the atmosphere is tense. Tightly her fingers clutch the wooden edge behind her, her grip so strong turning her knuckles white. Something is about to turn horribly wrong.“Yulichka” she hangs her head, voice breaking. “Can you hear yourself talking?” a strange sound somewhere between laughing and sobbing bubblesout of her.Yuliy freezes. Fallen strands framing her face block his view but he catches a glimpse of her brows closely knit together. “You want me to stop jumping in front of you when something is threatening to hurtyou? You want me to stop buying you time when I am able to? You want me to think about my actions more thoroughly because my life is important?” she clutches her chest, fabric of her shirt crumpling.“Yuliy” it’s more of a hitch than a word “That’s so hypocritical”her voice is small, almost inaudible. When she raises her head he feels like lightening just struck him. Face a painful mask, her eyes are glossy. Salty beads prickle slowly over her now crimson cheeks. “Whatabout you? You’re doing reckless stuff like that all the time. Protecting the arc, protecting me, protecting others. What about your life?” Genuine truth ringing inside his ears he gulps. She’s never been that emotional before,panic renders his thoughts useless. Never has he seen her in agony like this before, desperate tears pouring endlessly. She is not finished yet, though.“Do you know how I feel when I see you oozing right through myhands? When you seem so desperate to burn your life away? Don’t you care about my thoughts, my feelings, my wishes?” Leaning over she almost tears her shirt apart. “I want to support you, to protect you becauseyou are important to me. Not because I care for that stupid decade old thing in your eye. You are important because I love you, I love you so much I can’t breathe when you’re not around. I can’t be when you’renot here. Please, don’t take that away from me” she shouts, words spilling hoarsely. Shecould as well just slapped him right across his face. Guilt wells up, cold fingers grasping a prison around his heart. Dealing with feelings has never been easy since that incident. Being afraid of having his feelings taken away again he hardly shows them. Such an open display overwhelms him, not because his passion doesn’t run equally deep, but rather because he is so afraid of putting it into words. Once he touches it, it might crack,breaking into a million little pieces. Yuliy blinks once, twice. He bites hislip. She is the person closest to him, closest to his heart. He wants to keepher safe, nothing should ever hurt her. She chose to be by his side, bear his burden. She is his family. He is her family. She wants to keep him safe, nothingshould ever hurt him. He is the person closest to her, closest to her heart. His mind shifts gears. Feet carry him unconsciously. He wraps his arms around her, embracing her so tight shealmost can’t breathe. “I’m sorry” he nuzzles her neck, resting his head against her shoulder: ”I shouldn’t have said that. I was thoughtless. It’s just… it’s… if I’d lose you I might be still living, but not being alive” He feels her hands rubbing soothing circles on his back. It’s silly, he should be the one comforting her. Taking a step back to get a look at her face he is surprisedto find her smiling fondly. Wet still coats her flushed cheeks, puffy eyes are a silent reminder, but her body language speaks completely different than before. A warm hand cradles his cheek, she parts her lips but his thumbcaressing the bottom line of her mouth stop words from flowing. Yuliy lays his hand on top of hers, delicately lacing their fingers together. Dark ocean eyes full of affection lock with hers. Foreheads touch, the tips of theirnoses brush against each other, a gesture nearly as intimate as sharing a kiss. “I understand how you feel. Let’s promise to cherish what’s important for the other” he whispers on her lips, she nods.“I vow to care for your thoughts, your feelings and your wishes. I love you”
