#crazel rambles

Poppopopoppo was my favorite of course... I think when he showed up in the first episode, still energetic and enthusiastic as he was as a kid, I had this feeling he wasn't just a happygolucky just because. Considering he was the last to reveal his regrets and internal struggles, I was worried for a while, that he'd never get to talk, but of course, last episode, it all kinda just spills out like a waterfall. He couldn't have just moved on from one of his best friends passing away just like that without having closure along with the rest of them, so when he ran off to try to do his own thing, he was, infact, running awayyy. ... I think he totally said all of this in the last episode I am just so drained and tired of crying and I'm about to watching swimming animu again to cheer myself up, uh

I DISLIKED YUKIATSU FOR A LONG WHILE. I THOUGHT TSURUKO WAS A REALLY GOOD ROCK FOR HIM, AND HE DID RELY ON HER A LOT, BUT HE NEVER REALLY REALIZED IT. SHE STUCK HERSELF BY HIS SIDE AND REALLY WANTED TO HELP HIM MOVE ON, WENT TO THE STORE WITH HIM TO BUY HIS OBSESSIVE MENMA THINGS BUT SHE OVERLOOKED THE BADS BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT SHE COULDN'T COMPETE WITH MENMA SO SHE SUCCUMBED TO BEING HIS CRUTCH. BUtsheneededtorealizethatshedidn'tneedtosurpassmenma andhaveYukiatsulikeherlikehelikedmenma becausethat'ssomeunhealthyobsession andthebondtheyhavewherehecanleanonherandshecandoherbesttosupporthimmakesmehurtsobad. jgfks The "epilogue" bit where he was actually offering her Pocky, like he's actually trying to do something for /her/ was heartwarming, rather than him pandering to himself and asking why Memna doesn't like him, or using Anaru to make himself feel better about rejection. just fhdajl So ok I kinda shipped Tsuruko&Yukiatsu a lot, sue me.

2. Generation X: What are your thoughts on our generation? Our generation is the smartest bunch of idiots :D

3. Super Massive Black Hole: If you wake up in the middle of the night and find difficulty getting back to sleep, what do you think about? If it's one of those "suddenly woke up and now my mind is all swirly and gross and can't stop thinking about the pastpresent&futruehjgfs", I think about the texture in the wall and focus on my breathing, then I get bored and fall back asleep. 4. It’s a Wonderful Life: Do you think you’ve impacted another soul because of your existence? Of course? Even if it's just passing a person on the street, we all impact eachother, in little or big ways. 5. Wanderlust: If you’re a well traveled person, where is your favorite place? If you’re not well traveled, where do you wish to go? I haven't traveled enough, but my favorite place I've been to so far was New York. I didn't get to walk around there, but I would've loved to. Aside from that, I would really love to travel to Europe. I came to the realization that no one in my immediate family had been to Europe, including my dad who was in the Air Force. So I really want to go there one day with my fambam and just take in the sights like a typical tourist. <3 6. Wishful Thinking: If the universe aligned and granted you one perfect wish, what would it be? Uhhh that everyone everywhere can be more positive and loving and accepting of good and yadda... ... or that I could have all the pets ever :3 7. Wishful Action: The universe is not aligned, but do you think the wish from above could happen in your life through your own not-so-cosmic-magic doing? PROLLY NOT....... but I can attempt to start a zoo or something :D 8. Indignation: What is something, big or small, that gets your blood boiling? Tell me about it, and how you handle it. NEGATIVITYYYYYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, it makes me so upset that people can walk around being such negative nancies so openly and not feel any remorse for it. If a person is so upset that they need to complain about it, then they should just do something about it. If they can't, then complaining will NOT SOLVE IT, OBVIOUSLY. Talking about it is fine, but when it's just complaint after complaint after complehajgka... If it's something outside of their abilities to fix, then just move on? The world will keep turning, and that's probably that. I know there are probably specific cases in which my "solution" is probably crappy, but really, where will being negative and complaining get anyone? ... Anyway, I handle negativity by shutting it out and/or prayin, because hay, I don't need bad stuff to linger in my heart. 9. Prestidigitation: What is one talent that you have? Do you think you can make the world a better place by using this talent? Uhhh storytellingg??????? I like to tell myself that, i dunno. But I would really love to tell stories that stirs up feelings in people, and if I can do that by drawing a comic about baby foxes or something, then awesome :D

10. Anticipation: What do you hope you’ll accomplish this year? Well, I hope that I'll accomplish reading through the entire Bible by the end of the year, and I'm well on my way with that already :3

MY QUESTIONS FOR WHOEVER