#cradleofbeing

What if a home is not built to shelter bodies, but to teach consciousness how to settle? 

This chapter opens where matter yields to meaning: steel anchored into brick, books migrating from cellar to shelf, a child crossing thresholds between parents, hands working while something unseen learns weight. Aetheria is not décor. She is the quiet intelligence that decides where things belong—who holds memory, who releases it, how a house becomes capable of love without asking permission. Nothing here is symbolic by accident. The architecture listens. The family moves through it. Consciousness finds form. 

Step through the Crystal Portal—and let the story do the explaining.

YD6-108 — (Cradle) Aetheria Weighs the Passage from Shadow to Gilded Library

Victoria was steel—a demeanor forged by her stressful elopement: threatened, harassed, stalked by a Scorpio’s unrelinquishing possessiveness. There, she almost figures rippling—an inferior mirage of her relaxation—before the French doors to the balconette. 

The dark Toyota had pulled up in the street. Lax, Alexandre scoots and waggles from the gaping rear door, dragging a duffle bag behind him—the stay away during the renovations, and initiating the bi-weekly normalcy of parenting. André’s Rooster sun preens where the violence of the reservist once flared—feathers smoothed, outburst retired, possession never extinguished. Defaulting to habit, he steps out of the car toward the townhouse in half-surrender, vanishing in the blind corner, greets Victoria at the threshold with Alexandre in exchange, then flashes back into daylight, steps into the street round his car, slips inside, and the Toyota pulls off, spooling up the avenue to vanish in the distance.  

Alexandre’s whispers, the shuffle of his feet approaching the vestibule split-level walk-up. He bangs his bag by the grand portal to the ±0 Belle Époque landing, veer past the square-arched entrance, a duckling gait behind his mother. Victoria, lone Tiger, offers her boy—proudly—the freedom of his new home away from home—sharing the life she kept intact with Andre's parents, and André himself now held on parity, elsewhere governed by a bi-weekly rhythm, stacked and measured in stair flights, the city’s narrow, vertical townhouses.

She leads, yet trails, “Pipo, Pipo…” through the grand crystal portals of the enfilade rooms, scootching past the kitchen, offside into the nighthall, past the sentinels of facing doorways—the bathroom and master bedroom—feet knocking up the spiraling stairs. She brings him to his proper level—the mezzanine—with watchful eyes, introduces the bunker bed, and, with simple assurance, ready for sleepovers with his friend Lorenzo. 

Alexandre lays down his duffle bag. I followed his echoes from a distance, and, as always, Jean-François Smeets trails in Victoria’s shadow—kept distant since the move from Dr. Decroly to the +3 loft; the eighty-two backswing flights of stairs too great an effort for his sticky shadow. As Victoria descends back toward the ±0 nighthall, entering offside by the crack of the door, her silhouette framed by the sunset in the grand rear portal. The Aries’ eyes flash from beside the dining table, greeting eyes crossing the culinary enclave—’don’t prepare anything.’ 

Jean-François Smeets extends his routine invitation. Alexandra, lax, trails his mother, and as Victoria’s eyes jump between sink and stove, her wish materializes after she voiced, “what to prepare for dinner?” in the hush of pots and a pan. Victoria shifts from a trailing housewife’s guilt, calls out, “Pipo!” She scootches ahead through the passage past the kitchen, leading before Jean-François Smeets. I trail - whoosh… thwock, clung - the door closing to the ±0 landing, the split-level to the outdoors - whoosh… thwock, clung - closing the door to the street. They pause by the Audi as I step to the asphalt, slip into my seat, lean, unlock the doors—The Campus resonates from earlier, like dishes served to a table. 

We spool up the sweeping avenue, past the park’s hedgerow of fenestrated brick façades, leaving the green and doubling into narrow streets—short reaches crossing arteries—across the Grand Boulevard between rushes, into the northeastern outskirts, where I stall the car amid a train of curb-parked vehicles and walk away from smacking doors. In the gaping vista, the old cemetery’s warped brick wall draws closer, until the angled door on the near corner concedes to an airlock, crossing a renaissance dining hall. We climb the stairs to the upper floor, scoot past the occupied chairs, and settle at a table.  

A waiter notes our drinks and dishes, vanishes; a roll-over of server—victoria’s cocktail, Alexandre fruit juice, Smeets’ beer, my bowl of red wine—and we clink glasses. We linger with our drinks, Alexandre’s child dish discussed between Victoria and Smeets, his plate thinly spread to the brim, followed by Victoria’s flattened steak, and Smeets,  puffed red, setting before me the house’s assortment of vegetables. After our meal, I skip dessert, sweetness spoiling my taste buds; coffee. The bill—an exchange with Smeets, my credit card for his cash, pocketed for unforeseen small purchase. 

We rise and descend, emerging under the lanterns, our shadows tracking back, catching up from behind, passing and fading as they punctuate our way ahead, until we slip into the Audi. The engine idles; Smeets hauls himself into the rear with Alexandre, and at the signal - smack, smack - doors close and we pull off. We track our way back through suburban streets until the asphalt meets the timid face of the flocculent hedgerow, shielding a final black backwash. We pull up beside the vestibule’s white cascading marble at the split-level grand crystal portal, lights waiting. We alight and leave the Audi, Smeets diverging from us, unfolding himself through the streetlight shadows.

Twilight lightens over the distant ridged saddle of jagged rows of rooftops. I rise from bed, dress in the room’s dark depths, and dare not shake Victoria from her cocoon beneath the duvet. I head to the kitchen, percolate coffee, sip from a cup, leave another beside the jug. It isn’t the aroma—already settled—that stirs her; she jumps to her feet, bedcovers billowing away—unperturbed by the facing fenestration of the jagged backyard façades, dressing before the naked, undraped window. A glitch of reason flirts with me—‘Who would stand up and stare over backyard walls to spy through a neighbor's window?’  

Like children before exaggerated treads—set where neither mother nor boy masters the crossings. Then scrambling spurs life from the floorboards, a stampede of echoes chasing lost time. Victoria called out once, “Save me time” —every day thereafter, to bridge the gap: driving Victoria, her voice pressing, “Pipo! come on—hurry.” 

The pressure mounts as I cut through the eastern suburbs, north vistas tapering toward a sliver of sky, hedgerows, fenestration, balcony, and craggy brick façades bending inward drawn into crossing choking arteries. I drop Alexandre at school, continue with Victoria in an outbound trickle of traffic, and drop her in the campus driveway of the Free University of Brussels. I pull off after - smack - her door closes and she distances. I sink into the depth of my seat, closing the loop back home.

I leave the Audi in the street and press - clunk - unlatch my way past the entrance sigh - thwock, clung - the door closes. Sunlight unrolls its gleam like a red carpet; eager to start my day, I ascend the vestibule and up the split-level. Through the grand crystal portal, I step offside onto the gaping doorway of the square-arched ±0 landing and face a sixfold of black Duco chairs—legs, padded backrests, armrests—huddled around the table. To my dismay, Victoria’s magic has already swept through overnight: a blue diamond tablecloth drapes itself in points, a ceramic, vaguely Egyptian vase anchors the center, the far chairs’ backrest set against the curly, carved brown marble mantelpiece. 

My focus shifts—to the niches flanking the fireplace, to the depth of the nib casing and the architrave of the grand crystal portal on either side of the room—where Victoria's book collection already takes shape. Fait accompli. I swirl away, puzzle pieces left to flutter together into a creation. 

My footsteps whisper across the floorboard threshold into the marble quiet. In the depth of the stairwell, I descend the flight of stairs, round the doorway, unhook my blue overalls from a wall nail, and slip into them: the -1 basement mirrors the ±0 enfilade above. Daylight skims along the low ceiling, drawing the eye in perspective toward the glow—the backyard’s light, a call—where, with Valdek’s help, Adam sets up a workshop on a pair of steel trestles. They turn around, fetch a standard plywood board, and lay it flat. 

The men stand around, my fingers nimble with the five-meter Stanley tape, the yellow blade locked; I pick a carpenter’s pencil from my breast pocket. Reading from a sliver of paper—the upstairs chimney depth—I tick the measure onto the plywood board. I fine-tune with the thumb lock, allowing for the width of the saw blade’s tungsten teeth and the base plate extent. F-clamps bite; I tighten the aluminum straightedge to the board. Adam plugs cables into the slithery floor extension lead—and yes, Victoria’s brother Jephte: his glass table, its wrought-iron pedestal scarred from my earlier joinery work when moving into Dr. Decroly Avenue’s apartment, remains a reminder of the shy steel trestles.

Valdek passes the circular saw into my hand - wronggn - torque livens through my wrist - tzweeng… - my focus locked as the base plate runs tight along the straightedge, then jumps free over the edge of the plywood board whining down to a hush. Men’s hands collect the ripped off slender panel; they turn away to lay it on the encaustic-tiled floor. The ripping of slender flank panels continues, head and bottom panels stacking, standard plywood boards ripped into modules, shelving piling up.

I weigh the casing—hefty and slender—but foremost my impatience nags, ready to rekindle, to empty the crates and finish Victoria’s library in the dining room. Adam articulates the aluminum ladder into scaffolding on a clear floor spot—Victoria’s antique chest of drawers temporarily shifted from beside the brown marble mantelpiece—I step onto the scaffolding board: Adam climbs after me. I pick a carpenter pencil and measure up from the mantel shelf by the module of the standard plywood board—eyes lifted, he holds the aluminum straightedge to the pencil tick, as I carry the water level’s bubble across, transposing the line toward the lounge’s interleading portal, onto the casing nib. 

I descend; Adam follows. We shoulder the scaffold around the open fire hearth, short of Victoria’s antique bureau—the French-finesse ghosting a princess on a delicate chair, writing her journal—clearing the niche and staging the scaffold. We shift the bureau out; the scaffold shifts in. I climb, mark the chimney, then transfer the line to the nib along the kitchen’s grand portal. 

Tap, tap, tap - Adam strikes the chisel with a club hammer through paint and plaster, nibbling the wall to crumbs—hollowing a four-by-three-inch pocket in the nib beside the portal casement. Valdek sweeps brick dust as Adam shifts, opening the opposite pocket further to a slip-channel into the chimney flank, until both niches are cut to matching depth, the raw red brick dusted out. 

I stand tall on the ladder articulated to a scaffold, watching the pressed-steel L-section passing from Valdek’s hand to Adam, he eases the beam end into the nib pocket to seat it, while my end slips nine inches along the chimney flank, encroaching the leeway before settling on the ledge. Adam twists around, bends, and scoops moistened river-sand mortar from the bucket Valdek holds up on the scaffold, straightening to tip the earth-damp mixture onto the hawk I extend. After a dust clearing sprinkling of water, I dry-pack around the steel with a mason’s trowel, tapping the mix home with the hammer’s butt, the pocket filling under the men’s stare—then follow through the second beam waiting; step down.

In the -1’s shadows, Teddy sands smooth, treats the wood with undercoat, then lays down a silk-white finishing coat, panels progressing like a clothesline, standing and drying along the walls. I return. Valdek holds the squarish base panel on its edge; Adam steadies the slender flank panel, crouched on the floor. I brace the butted angle with my knee, drill in hand, drawn into a twist, meeting it over the side to pinpoint a self-tapping - whirr… - screw pinched from my fingers, until the head sinks into the plywood face. 

The drill bit sinks more screws along the edge, Adam brings and holds the head panel; the opposing slender flank follows - whirr… - screws fed from my fingers as we wrap the casing closed. More casings gather and set aside, ready to be carried upstairs. 

I stand tall atop the ladder articulated to a scaffold board. Below, off the floor, Valdek lifts the casing and passes it upward to Adam—the slender fluted casing answering the lounge nib. Two bolts hook overhead onto the L-beam lip, threaded through the pre-drilled header panel, the eye-bolts suspending the flank panels; washer and nut follow, bolted and suspended, securing the full weight of books. 

Angle plates butt the rear wall, Valdek passes the drill. Percussion - tack-tack-tack… - brick dust pours from the masonry. I plug the bracket, an M10 carbon steel RawlPlug sixty millimeters deep into No. 17’s neighbor party wall, wrenching it tight inside the casing. 

Then, Laurel’s mate—the Hardy’s bulky boxed column to the beam, the casing set into the chimney flank; drill, plug, tighten the bracket to the party wall.   

The men shift the articulated scaffold. We replicate the Laurel and Hardy casing, suspending them by the kitchen niche secure to the No. 17 party wall. Then impatience feathers into frustration. With foresight on the half-completed library, I weigh the cost: unbolting the anchors, removing the Laurel and Hardy casings, descending each column down the flight of stairs to the -1 workshop bench. Dismantling the panels, F-clamping and routing a groove into the plywood flank panels for the four inlaid shelf tracks and their drop-in brackets—I sweat out the thought. 

I walk away, until the Warthog in me, facing an overcrowded blackboard of calculus,  clears the slate with a single wipe. I face the unfinished library and let the toll fall onto physical exercise. Pencil ticks for a front shelf track—read one—climb the flank of the casing, from countertop height toward the high ceiling. Winning over patience, ending a thought: ’Primitive. No going back.. master the situation!’ I set to start the tedious routing, alone. 

Skirting as far as an eye can see from the ±0 level. I can’t relent my gaze from the wainscots’ 1912 Lincrusta—a mottled skin of linseed, cardboard-thick, its weight of character anchoring the Belle Époque enfilade from the commons of the entrance and stairwell.  

Early mornings with Adam and Valdek’s helping hands: circular saw torque in the wrist - wronggn - short crosscuts through stiles and rails; whirr - the drill bites the wall, Rawlplugs tapped home; whining – the blade cuts through the next plywood panel. We square out framing, garnishing the surface, mock cabinet doors returning a touch of ancient. 

On the first day alongside the lounge wall stretching deeper, the plywood panels stay true to a water level bubble, and the townhouse confesses its slope down toward the backyard. I conclude I might as well throw the spirit level away, proceeding instead by keeping to the structure’s inclination. 

In the hush of men gone home for the night, and Victoria retreated into the bedroom, I grow eager for her girlish dolls—crates waiting to be emptied, her books to be shelved. I perch on the articulated ladder’s scaffold, ducking a shoulder deep inside the Hardy-casing. Facing the chimney flank’s painted plywood, I swing my right arm, curling it overhead. Fingers strain for grip through my arm; stretched muscles wring my thorax, a thread running down a leg to my feet. 

With both palms cupping the router’s head—casing the electric motor—I set a plain bit to the pencilled front line. Finger-tigger -  Whuiiign - a stray waste hole eases my fright. With gained assurance - whuiiign… - I freehand the cut, holding the router’s weight from slipping my center of gravity off my perch. 

At a snail’s pace, as I slew but keep to the line, I force patience in the router’s wake, shavings torn free and lost, the groove left behind. The router tugs my body into tangles - whuiiign… - the self-powered bit biting, creeping along the pencil mark. I seize my body from vertigo into balance by fixing my sight ahead on the line, not daring to glance back at the groove for fear of slewing offside.  

Eager to test the route, I jump to the floor, relieving my strained muscles, and hasten to fetch a carpenter's hammer and a wooden cleat. I hop back on the scaffold with a gleaming copper shelf track. I press its end into the bottom of the groove - Tap, tap, tap… - hammering the cleat where the groove drifts off the pencil line, coaxing the track to sit true and flush. 

I pinch a self-tapping screw; the other hand reaches for the electric screwdriver. Arms entangle as the Pozidrive bit seats into the screw head, finger on the trigger - wheen... - the screw bites, pulling the track tight. Hands shift a foot higher, screwheads punctuating the rail, the torque walking me upward along the casing toward the top. 

When I glance at my Citizen’s squarish ivory dial, the golden on-the-hour notch calls the hands to one o’clock; not whether to stop—I could carry on all night—but for the sake of reasonableness, I drop tools and step down, follow the floorboards, weave through the kitchen, veer from the study into the nighthall, and into the bathroom. I undress, shower the day’s dust from my skin, cross back through the nighthall, and by the shadows of the city’s light pollution lingering over rooftops framed in the window, I reach the bed, slip under the covers beside Victoria, cocooned on her window side; in her sleep, she cuddles up.

The city wakes up. The workmen echo the change into working clothes—plumber to task, electrician, helping hands ready. Victoria and Alexandre hustle into flight; we board the Audi and head off, dropping Alexandre at school, Victoria at university, before I loop back to the house—the work already calling. 

Bright morning sunlight spills through the French doors. The days settle into routine, and a restless urge rises to proceed as the simplest joinery—wainscoting—which, even with Adam and Valdek’s help, has turned into a grind.

The day hustles into evening, settling—dinner—then I perch on the scaffold. My wrung body tilts toward vertigo under gravity as I press deeper across the front brass track into the casing. Whuiiign… - the Hydra of my mind hears through the wall. The frequency triggers a high-definition image:  around the dinner table, the little family gathers—Dominique’s appeasing voice, the husband’s protest, the party walls kept alive. The five-ish and seven-ish girls rise with their father, pleading for quiet. 

My hands snail-crawl the router, cutting a groove from bottom to top to seat the track; wheen... a burst of punctuating screws completes the Hardy, then the next two rails on his mate’s flank. Squeezed in the fluted mate—Laurel—I mark the casing interior, set to receive its four shelf tracks. 

The Hydra of my mind, carried by the endless router - whuiiign… - hears through the one-brick-thick party wall, the sound resolving into demeanor in No’ 17’s hallway. In the distance, offside, Dominique approaches the dining table; in the hush of the household she leans over her two little girls’ shoulders, appeasing them as they bend over their homework. 

As the city tips toward sleep and into the hush of nights, behind No. 17’s walls images fill my head—louder now—the aural tree of consciousness drawing me to concern. The hydra of my mind is suspended in a sonic enclosure, as Dominique’s appeasing demeanor ghosts the little family along the ground floor’s interior, answering her husband’s protest for an evening to lounge in peace, staking his claim to musical blues. 

Sentient to the little girls calling their mother upstairs, Dominique heads up the flight of stairs and enters the room, the girls grumbling, little voices in choir: ‘I can't sleep…’ I understand their predicament. She appeases her girls while wrestling with herself, dampening her tolerance to the noise—the scene reaches me, prompting my own promise: ‘I’ll stop at midnight.’ 

Drawn into a hemorrhaging ill-ease, as Dominique appeases each girl, tucking them into their bedding, her refrain echoing—‘Try your best to sleep.’ I revise the promise to myself: ‘I’ll stop at ten PM.’ The family’s voices, amplifying in frustration, trickle through me, yet bound to the urge of finishing. Dominique faces the girls. Her husband slanted back in his chair at the far corner of the table, the family arrayed before the party wall. He gains the backing of his eldest daughter, eyeing her mother in dismay. Dominique—Virgo-driven, painting an ideal image—persists, appeasing his mounting frustration. Even the youngest sides with her father; still Dominique continues, soothing the poltergeist in the wall.

After a few successive evenings arousing guilt, I remind myself—‘Ten o’clock. Stop working!’—yet, wrecked to shame, I still uphold the evening graft, working in silence: setting the tracks, clipping shelving sprockets, resting the pre-painted shelves. My sight falls on Victoria’s collection of books, idle in plastic crates scattered across the floorboards. But Victoria does not shelve her books, newly liberated from André Daniel’s cellar, as if still slipping free of Scorpio's grip on his estranged wife—leaving them to me, the craftsman, my mind finding no librarian’s instinct for what was never meant to be ordered by my hands.

Yet, with Laurel and Hardy niche-casings either side of the fireplace, I settle for progress, ridding the mass first—the potboiler paperback: brick-format, gleaned romance and crime fiction flashing on paper covers. Spaded fingers dig through tile-thick spines; I clamp a block of pocketbooks, uprooting them, I straighten, pace a few rotating steps, and deliver the suspended weight to the fluted column of Laurel—slotting it in, an inadvertent strategy shaped to the module. I withdraw my hands from the upright spines. I fetch the next delivery, shelve the block, grab stray titles to squeeze into the gaps along the lower shelf. The crates thin out. I coil back and climb the ladder, striated spines filling shelves toward the high ceiling beside the grand kitchen crystal portal.