#cp talks

It’s just like, you ever feel like you’re the least favourite in your group of friends? Like if they were picking for teams you’d be picked last or if you weren’t it’d be a pity pick by the super nice friend.

My friends are all playing Terraria for hours on end and Hub and I just didn’t want to play it because there’s so much of that game we don’t enjoy. He doesn’t mind, he plays Dota and dnd with them, but I’m sat here still playing Overwatch on my own cause they stopped playing after they got too salty.

Two of our friends have also had birthdays and everyone’s made special birthday posts on Twitter, or for one we’ve all done little videos or art to put into one big video for him. Why can I never be the friend that gets something special done for them? I’m lucky if I get any happy birthdays in our discord and even then it’s only cause one person remembered so everyone else is like ‘oh shit I better say something as well’

One of my friends asked another for their Switch friend code for Animal Crossing but not me. Why? I even put it in our AC discord for people to visit for high turnip prices and he just ignored it.

I would say it’s because I was the last to join the group because Hub brought me in but it’s been 2 years now and yet still some of them don’t seem to want to actually talk to me. We all went on holiday and when we were walking around places if I ended up next to 1 of these 3 guys they would always walk on ahead to get to everyone else, like they couldn’t bear to have to walk next to me when there was someone more interesting to talk to.

I feel like this has happened with every friendship group I’ve been in. I don’t know if it’s cause I’m always more quiet, especially in larger groups cause I hate talking over other people, but I always end up being the one that’s left out or forgotten.

And when I say all moved in I mean the PCs are set up and everything else is just scattered everywhere.