i joke alot about how intertwined my transition & my growth as a cowboy are but like. Im being so fr i wouldnt be half the man i am if i wasnt a cowboy. i wanna talk about this so like rant below
i was born in buttfuck nowhere, wyoming . Like, the closest neighbor i had was ~20 miles away. my family was all cowboys. I was stuck in the saddle since i was 3mo old. But as i grew up, my dad slowly but surely distanced me from the cowboying lifestyle- i had a natural talent for riding horses, so he didnt even bother to teach me that. By the time i was 7, the only connection to cowboying i had was my horses and the occasional bum calf. yk why? it was cause my dad thought girls couldnt cowboy. Also cause he lowk skedaddled. for a while, i lost my love for horses and cowboying and everything related to it. But as i got older, i started loving horses and cowboying and being country so much more. This coincided with me becoming more comfortable in my own masculinity.
For me, cowboying and my own transness are almost one and the same. My horses & long days on the prairies made me more of a man than cutting my hair or trying to pass ever did. When i grew up, i became a cowboy. When i grew up, i became a man, too.
as i learn more about horsemanship and more about the labor of my trade, the more intertwined they get.
qhatever tldr become a cowboy it makes you more transgender