@cousllnd discussed a starter.
“You need to understand that what was decided is the best thing for this country. You’re a Therein,, yes, but people love Anora. But they also love the soon to be hero and having you two marry is a brilliant idea. The people of Ferelden will rejoice in having her as Queen, especially once the archdemon is slain.” Alistair couldn’t believe Eamon and he couldn’t believe he’d talked Roslin into this. When she’d come to him to tell him the news, he’d tried to seem enthusiastic. He thought he’d done well hiding what he truly felt, but maybe it hadn’t been that good of a mask because Arl Eamon had found him nearly an hour later.
“Everything has been decided for me for the entirety of my life. I never asked for any of this. I never asked to be an orphan, I never asked to be sent to the templars. I never even asked to be King. I’ve only ever wanted one thing and that was to be a Grey Warden, because it was the one thing I was good at. And now, you have me marrying my friend because you think it’ll be good for Ferelden. When will it ever be taken into consideration that maybe I don’t want any of this? Not a kingdom and not a marriage either.” Alistair had been done pretending. He didn’t hate Roslin, he could never, but no one had asked him how he felt about marrying her. Did she realize what it meant? If they were to marry there would be things she’d have to do, that he’d have to do...and they had never even shown interest in one another.
Well – that was a lie, he had thought she was beautiful, but he was quite sure that she didn’t feel the same.
When she had told him the news, all he could muster at first was a single sentence. ‘Are you sure you want to marry me?’
If she stayed a Grey Warden...she could have so much more then life at court. He knew she came from a rather noble family, but he wasn’t sure if she even liked that life. They hadn’t discussed it and he wondered if it was too late to ask now.
“Would you rather rule with Anora then?” The words stopped Alistair in his tracks and he shook his head. He couldn’t be married to her, not the woman whose father killed the only person who had ever seen Alistair as more than just a nuisance. “I’ll marry Roslin.” He could grow to love her, they could maybe one day be happy. Alistair did care about her, despite his uncertainty and they were good friends. Eamon seemed sure they could rule together, he just hoped that hew as right.
However, they still had the darkspawn to deal with and the archdemon. They didn’t know if they’d even make it out alive. “Let’s just deal with one thing at a time. The darkspawn aren’t going to wait forever.” He needed to go find Roslin and see when they were departing. Maybe shoving his sword through things would help him clear his mind and get behind this a little more.















