#couraage

Today when I got home I felt bad as I never felt this year. My head was heavy and the feeling of do nothing take me complete, so I lay down for a while and took a medicine for a headache, after almost three hours I get better, now I am here writing. The situation in my work is going worse each day is passing.

Step 53 - Monday The boss arrives and everybody wants to talk to him, include me. He calls me in his office to do some work for him, there were more people in the office, but in a moment of the day I was with him alone and he started to talking, but before I say something we were interrupted. I didn't have a chance to talking with him alone after, I wanna say thanks for the opportunity of work (this is my first and the only job I'd in almost ten years) and say that I disposed to work in the capital with him or in another company. Before, when I was in the office he made a joke about that and I wanna say that I am available if he wants.

Step 54 - Tuesday The environment in the building is bad, everybody preoccupied and with no information about nothing what is happening. The two boss were out almost all day in a reunion in the capital and when they returned the environment got worst. Again, I tried to talk with him alone and I couldn't. The people say that he go leaves without say goodbye to nobody, I don't think this is right and to be honest, I think this behavior sad and very coward to do that and shameful to finish a circle in a place that he spent many years.

PS: Each day pass is  more difficult to come back and talking about Bonito, I don't have the right mood to do that now.