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Merry-Go-Round - 2Seung

ok totally random but I had to cry somewhere bc of WHy 

feels

So I was looking for some fanfics to read, Verkwan and okay I actually ship Seungkwan with Mingyu and Seungcheol too, but the popular ships are so fixed that you just can’t actually find that much of Minkwan or 2seung because there’s too much Meanie, Jeongcheol/Jicheol and Verkwan, that’s it. And if I ever find Minkwan it’s always in a Meanie and/or Verkwan and you already know they won’t be endgame

BUT

I found this fic that IT IS Meanie and Verkwan but it was also tagged as MINKWAN so I was like HUH, wonder how that’ll go down. Probably mainly meanie/verkwan with some kind of side minkwan or one-sided minkwan of some sort... it was not what I was expecting.

First there’s no Wonwoo nor Vernon for the first 2 chapters (there’s only 2 right now) but there is SEUNGCHEOL

Which I did NOT expect. Not only is Seungcheol there, both him and Mingyu are in love with Seungkwan. AND OH GOD DO THEY LOVE HIM.

THEY LOVE HIM SO MUCH YOU CAN ACTUALLY FEEL IT

MY TWO OTHER MAIN SHIPS IN THE SAME FIC

And you already know neither of them will actually end up with him because at some point you’ll see Seungkwan with Vernon.

At first I was okay with it but then I read it ??? And YES I do ship Verkwan and yes I do like Meanie but NOW

I feel SO bad for Mingyu because he loves Seungkwan so friking much much I could cry (actually teared up a lil bit at the end of the second chapter) and I don’t really know how to feel for Seuncheol because apparently Seungkwan loves him too but then you don’t know what went down with them...

I don’t know what to feel with that fic because I just know Meanie/Verkwan are endgame but the Minkwan feels were TOO MUCH