#countlessdayswriteproject

At certain times, there are several points in our life, that changed us.

When you're in your teenage, your transition into an adult was maybe one of your first turning points. When you're in highschool, and then going to universities, was one of many turning points. After uni, our hardwork transformed into a real-life, when searching jobs, finding the right one based on our passion (or just simply making money) became one of hardest turning points.

Same thing goes to your personal life. Basic turning point is when you first experienced love, or monkey-love; intermediate is when you finally found love and having hardships; and the advanced level is when you having a steady partner and storms came by, sinking your love-ship.

All of it, makes turning points mixed in our life; and taking us without having a break. One goes down, and then came another obstacles point. It's just happen all over again.

At first, I thought turning points is good. It is never been bad, coz no matter how bad the turning points screw you, you'll always get a lesson. But as I grew up, several turning points happened unnoticed; or I might say, we could've been in it, but we just don't understand the lesson behind. We just led by them unknowingly. When it was over, you realized that you've changed. Whether it's positive or negative, we still changed. 

You might regret it, or you might not. But face it, it makes us wise, in a certain way. It makes us think what life could brings us, anywhere and anytime. You may cry a little, you may whine, or you may scream for awhile..... and those turning points are still going to happen for the rest of your life. What we could do, is to prepare better, have a wisdom for our next turning points, or just sit back and relax, waiting for something which gonna makes us wiser than ever. :)

Simply write those turning points, and who knows we could enjoy our life's little ride.

What’s good in goodbye?

Dan dalam bahasa indonesia, “selamat tinggal”.

Gue kadang bingung, apanya yang harus diselamatin? I see no happiness in leaving someone, neither something. Pemakaian bahasa kadang-kadang menjadi suatu ambiguitas buat gue, sehingga sering terlintas banyak pertanyaan “mengapa” di otak gue.

Mengapa?

Apakah orang dulu menganggap bahwa pemakaian ‘selamat’ di “selamat tinggal” merepresentasikan adanya harapan bahwa kita akan melihat/menemui hal itu lagi suatu saat nanti?

Apakah orang dahulu menganggap bahwa ‘good’ in “goodbye” itu menandakan adanya hal baik dalam setiap hal yang pergi meninggalkan kita?

Hate to admit, or maybe scared to admit… But I never liked saying goodbyes. I mean, siapa sih yang senang bilang, “hey, selamat tinggal!” dengan nada ceria? Or even, “oh my, goodbye to you too!”. I guarantee, there’s no one. Mimik muka ceria, senyuman, bahkan lambaian belum bisa menghilangkan sedikit rasa sakit atau rasa sesak, yang tertinggal, everytime we have to say goodbye.

I went to several break-ups recently (no, ini bukan curcol, just examples) and none of it was easy. Ever. It hurts, and it still hurts for some time after. Maybe it was me who saying goodbyes, but truthfully I never meant to said it… if it isn’t the best decision I’ve ever think of.

And then I thought, Maybe goodbyes was made for us, to be able to experienced pain. And then able to move on.

Without goodbyes, maybe we’ll never learn.

Mungkin gue bakal stuck di lingkaran setan yang ga ada ujungnya.

Maybe I’ll ended up hurting myself for, god knows how long.

And maybe, I’ll ended up being lonely.

Sekarang takarannya, seberapa kuat seseorang mampu mengucapkan selamat tinggal? One must know their ability, depends on how long they could take the pain, and how long they’ll be able to move on….after they saying their goodbyes.

Coz for every goodbyes, there’s a price to pay.

Coz for every goodbyes, you’ll know you’re up for changes.

Coz for every goodbyes…. You’ll know something good awaits.

Akhirnya.

Setelah seharian penuh rasa panik, deg-degan, silih berganti...

Terlewati juga ya?

Meskipun hasilnya cukup melegakan, namun ada rasa sesak sedikit tertinggal. Sediiiikiiiit saja. Disyukuri saja, ya Allah? :)

Saya, Cakra, dan Hans... tentunya sudah memberikan effort terbaik kami sesuai kemampuan masing-masing. Semoga itu hasil terbaik untuk kami.

Sekarang? What now?

Yuk, cari kerjaan cyin.

"WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD, MY FRIEND!!"

Wow.

My journey for almost 4 years.

Akan ditentukan di jam 5 sore, di ruang 314.

Tomorrow is D-DAY!!!

Doakan kami (saya, hans, dan cakra) bisa melewati semuanya dengan lancar. Sukses. Tanpa kegrogian akut. Dan bersama kepercayaan diri.

Allah pasti menyertai, dan Allah pasti sayang sama kami :')

SEMANGAT!!

Boy i'm in love with you This ain't the honeymoon Past the infatuation phase Right in the thick of love At times we get sick of love It seems like we argue everyday I know i misbehaved And you made your mistakes And we both still got room left to grow And though love sometimes hurts I still put you first And we'll make this thing work But I think we should take it slow We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow This ain't a movie no No fairy tale conclusion ya'll It gets more confusing everyday Sometimes it's heaven sent Then we head back to hell again We kiss then we make up on the way I hang up you call We rise and we fall And we feel like just walking away As our love advances We take second chances Though it's not a fantasy I still want you to stay We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow Take it slow Maybe we'll live and learn Maybe we'll crash and burn Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,  maybe you'll return Maybe another fight Maybe we won't survive But maybe we'll grow We never know baby you..... and I We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy) We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow

Valentine?

MAKANAN APA TUH?

ATAU

MEREK BAJU BARU YA?

And the first thing I get was a hard 'toyoran'.

Meh.

Fuck it, people. 

Finally, the day has come. (jadwalnya udah keluar bok)

23.02.2012 would be the day. 

Hari dimana perjalanan tiga setengah tahun di universitas TIDAK akan menjadi SIA-SIA.

SEMANGAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HWAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KOWAWA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!