#cougarchirps

Not many people have a whole account dedicated to being transgender, but if they have a different account they might bring it up. I posted here when I didn’t really know who I was, and I wanted fellowship and community to help me understand myself. It did work, but I realised I didn’t need it much anymore because I was comfortable not feeling the need to label myself as much anymore.

Sometimes I am just an animal and I feel at peace going to sleep with only that and nothing else, and the same goes for gender identity.

My personal reason for feeling this way is that it implies you look like something but you aren’t actually something. You look like a man but you aren’t actually a real man.

That’s the only context I ever see passing in. “Tips to pass as mtf/ftm” “you pass so well!” “You need to pass more”. But you’re never just a man/woman, you always USED to be a woman/man.

Really got into fishing recently. Super fun, gets me outside and active and it gives me good dopamine from accomplishing something that isn’t a video game related task lol. BUT! It also brings me closer to nature in a way it satisfies my urge to hunt. Surveying the environment, changing my tactics based on it, adapting. The catch feels amazing.

Can’t wait to start doing catch and cooks since I’ll be living right next to a huge lake soon. I’ll really just be hunting my own food. I wish I knew how to actually hunt as well I’d be replacing all the beef in my diet with deer meat. So tastyyy. Might even think about a garden as well, with these damn grocery prices.

*later edit, I have learned it’s called alterhumisia.

Such as “feline and canines are such polar opposites that it would be impossible for me to be both”.