#cosmolatry

My gods have grown distant, or I have grown distant from my gods. I think that I have thrown myself too hard at the bookwork, entrenched myself again in theory. I must find some way to get out of myself and connect with my faith once more. This is all just proving to myself that they are here, over and over again, isn't it? Only my will to go on may feed my will to go on. Forgive me, Lord Mercury. I am so tired.

Thanks to The Universe for everything!!! Thanks, Universe, for bringing me to existence and giving me life!! For allowing me to want and to need and to take! For allowing me to be Your child, Your wishchild, even if I'm insignificant to You (lie), The Highest Being Ever. You are everything to me! Without You I wouldn't exist, I couldn't care, protect and give to others! I couldn't love You, and I thank You for allowing me the existence to do so! Thanks to The Stars for being the symbol I needed of never-ending hope, of the "child-ish" want to be able to wish upon A Star, of my sorrows going away magically by Night! Thanks for giving me hope and wishes, and goals and kisses. Warm, warm reminders that there is still Light outside the tunnel! Thanks to The Universe, thanks to The Stars, thanks to The Planets, thanks to The Moons, thanks to The Cosmos, thanks to The Milky Way and Andromeda and M86 and so much more! And Nebulae, and Comets and Life. Thanks for giving me life Thanks for giving me everything