#corinnasaunders

“I don’t know what I’m doing. With us. With you. I just… God, Bailee. You should just see through all this bullshit. Because that is what I am. I’m just bullshit. You need to just tell me that you aren’t interested in me. That you just want to be friends or better yet you want to be nothing. Do yourself the favor and just do it because the truth is I don’t think I can be the one to back out. Even with knowing what an asshole I am and knowing that in end this is gonna suck for the both of us, I… I just can’t because the way you act with me… The way you look at me like you truly believe I’m a good guy… I don’t want lose that. So see? It’s all just selfish. And it’s like I feel like I don’t want to be that with you but I can’t stop myself either so I guess you can just take this as your warning and I’m sorry. I’m…” [hangs up].

“You were supposed to be out of my mind Cori, we were supposed to be done and then you said that. How the hell was I supposed to react? I met someone else who didn’t run at the first sign of Liv and you were out of my head and I’m not planning on hurting her anytime soon. So just get out of my head.”

“You cannot and I repeat CANNOT put your drinks on my tab. Are you poor? Is that what this is? All the football money gone on strippers and blow? Tragic but you can’t have me pay for it!”

“ HEY --- oh, you, yeah you didn’t pick up, I’m going to be back late tonight uhhhh don’t wait up! The guys from work dragged me out the whole celebrating thing but REALLY what i want to be doing is celebrating with you? Also i have ... how do you say ..... VERY drunk right now? but yes. melanie kent. YOU’RE going to have my last name, isn’t that crazy? I mean mel-a-nie pet-ran it sounds ..... i like it, a lot. Oh man I can’t wait until we get married, we should just ... DO THAT, right now! no, tomorrow. Tomorrow is good. God, okay. Uh, forget I said any of this or don’t you’re going to do what you want anyway so, I love you, forever, always, sober, not sober, I can’t wait to come home, to OUR home to you.” silence “Just make sure Clover isn’t in the bed when I get home. I love you mmm okay. Bye.” @melanie-kent

“Okay, I just want to clarify, I’m not angry at you, I’m angry at the situation. But you have to admit it’s pretty messed up. Out of everyone in the entire universe, you two find each other? I’m allowed to be mad about that right? And it’s not because I’m holding onto anything. I just don’t think it’s fair! It’s like the universe is dumping everything bad on me and shoving your good fortune in my face! Okay there. I’ve said what needs to be said. I wish you well. Sorry you had to hear this.”

“Cori! Corinna Corinna. I know you hate when I say that but I like it. I like saying it cause then you give me that side eye. You know the one. Though sometimes I think that is just your face. But I have that selfie! Just to prove you can make another face so I’m gonna keep that. Have it handy because you never know. But fuck why aren’t you out tonight? You should come out.”

“Oh my god I found it. I was on a jog this morning and I passed by this cute little empty store front on a corner and the building was brick, and I could just see it you know? I know where I want my bakery to be when I can afford to get my own now! It’ll be perfect! I can just see it and ugh it’s going to be so cute Bailee. It’s going to be perfect!”

@melanie-kent