#coreyposting

it's kind of irritating achieving a level of emotional stability and consistency where vividly envisioning my own suicide is no longer an effective grounding exercise

i just want to be back at acda. i just want to do acda forever. i want to be back when we did contre qui rose so perfectly that our director had nothing to say. i want to sing mahler 2 with the orchestra and cry again. i can't be away from it for this long it makes me sick. i wish i loved singing alone the way that i love choir but i just don't it's never the same

was talking to my boyfriend about stuff contributing to a strange sense of anxiety and malaise ive had over the past couple days and all of it was real and important stuff but also ive just realized im about to hit two months no choir and three weeks no group singing at all. yeah that'll do it

ZION NATIONAL PARK ‼️

idly put on the first wheel of time audiobook because i needed something to listen to while i did laundry and why does it cold open on the CRAZIEST yaoi known to man.

i love cooking for my boyfriend because we both think we're getting a sweet deal im like yessss i can have fun and experiment and give him little presents and get compliments on my cooking and i don't even have to do dishes and he's like omg yummy free easy food and all i have to do is tell him i like it and do dishes occasionally

It's insane that they only give acetaminophen to Brits like six at a time. I don't know if I'd be alive without my Costco 1000 count bottle of Kirkland Signature Tylenol

look i really do understand that it's the best descriptor available for the way in which the majority of people use the site but it's so hilarious to me that youtube is deemed a "social media". ive used youtube at least weekly for probably the last decade or so and ive never so much as posted a comment on a video. it's like calling netflix social media