#coolz

okay so this isnt gonna be in any kind of order but im gonna start off with the college scene. fuck. it hit soooo close to home, i know exactly what he meant when he was talking abt wanting to be his true self!!! that part got me rly emotional like FUCK simon im lvoe u pls

the next thing,,, was when the movie ended. everyone in the cinema clapped. and i felt it, i genuenly felt like yes. this is a move that you applaud. then we got out of the cinema, and it was like soon midnight so it was dark out and you could see the starts and i just !!!! it felt so good. i went and saw it with my brother, his gf, and one of their friends, and i was so !!!! sososo happy that i fuckin stopped cuz i needed. i needed a few minutes to just feel the fucking bliss in me that this. this happened. it was a surreal feeling that i cant put into words but it felt like i was high or smt (also i was soooo close to coming out but. not yet. not yet.)

now lets talk abt the huge fuckin dickhead that is martin. fucking. martin. i legit nearly cried when they first talked CUZ THAT FUCKER KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING!!!! and like im wayyyy too sympathetic and felt bad for him for like .2 seconds after he had posted simons emails but that ass!!! doesnt deserve it!!!! he fucking forced simon to come out even though he might not have been ready!!!!! im so fuckin mad honestly

and simon,,, lil gay babe,,,, was too blind to see,,, that leah was soooo into him,,,, iconic

also like did anyone else get kinda bi vibe from leah or was that just me