I feel like on the days where I eat more than I should purely because I'm hungry, my body goes crazy because it's not used to this much food and then I gain weight. I'm feeling so guilty rn, I want to workout so badly but I've already worked out earlier today and I had 5 hours sleep last night but I wasn't properly asleep for most of it. I'm so so tired atm n feeling so minging, weak, bloated, too fat. It doesn't help that I have a Halloween party tomorrow. I just want to wake up hopefully back to my normal weight and the number I always see. I'm so scared. i don't want to weigh myself but I just need too...I don't want tomorrow to come but then I do. WHY













