#constantpanic

2017 was something else. Also surprised and happy that you guys liked the Donald Trump fresh prince song so much lol 😂💕😂💕😂 #blur #itfeltlikebeingweeded #constantpanic #constanthustle #2017bestnine #gladyallenjoyedmytrumprap

Well, when I first started, it was because I was constantly bullied and I didn't feel like anyone cared about me. I would use scissors. Then I stopped for a short period of time until something happened between me and a really close friend. She told me (since we were a group of three) that it wouldn't work out between the three of us since I didn't like the other girl that hung out with us. I was sobbing and sobbing for days because her and I had gone through a lot together and had many inside jokes that I still remember. So I tried scarring her name onto my arm (her name is Elodie) but all that came out was "Eld"; the scar is barely there that no one would have noticed but I can still see it. I used a razor for that but then later my mum found it and threw it away. That was the past. Now the present. I've been told "You're not good enough" indirectly or in some other way. It's happened about 3-4 times back in 2011.