Now she has no idea i have these feelings. And she has a husband (not my dad) so not like she is single. Though doubt she ever saw me like I see her. Still makes my heart flutter to think of her and almost every night I dream smutty or romantic dreams of her and wake up wishing I was in her bed.

This is from two whole months ago but I'm going to answer it as if you just asked today lol.

Things are solid! Seems like the last thing I said anything about before I logged out for a bit was her letting me kiss her which it seems like everyone was very excited about XD

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Hey 🎉! I had a few Mother's Day messages which was very nice, sorry I'm only logging back on a million years later.

It was actually quite nice! Saturday night I surprised her with a hotel room. For context (I'm losing track of what I have and haven't already talked about here hahaha) we occasionally get a room together, which is something we've done since far before we got together just to have a little stay-cation bonding time, swim in the pool, and watch cable. Our usual place is a two-star hotel nearby so it's not terribly expensive, but that weekend I got a room at a fancier one with a ridiculously large jacuzzi tub in the bathroom and a good restaurant.

So I took her to dinner at the restaurant and we both dressed up nice. She was in a dress she hasn't worn in a hot minute, I don't know much about dresses but it's one of those loose-flowy-type ones where it wraps around to close in the back. I wish I could describe it more helpfully, it's really pretty! But she had that, a necklace I got her as a kid, and she doesn't do heels so she was wearing a pair of probably very expensive sneakers (like the dressier kind, not exercise ones). She got a lot of compliments from the wait staff and the handful of other moms getting dinner the day before Mother's Day, which was really nice! We had a lot of fun. Then we went back up to the room and checked out the crazy bathtub and just chatted more in the bath. After that we got in bed and put on the reality series she was watching at the time (genuinely could not possibly remember which one it was if my life depended on it, they all blend together to me) and laughed at it until we were ready to go to sleep. Then in the morning we swam in the pool, showered, and went home! On Sunday we spent time with my cousin and aunt, and then if I remember correctly I was able to sleep in her bed that night since she would be up earlier than my cousin and aunt in the morning and she could wake me up to go back to my room before they were awake.