#connorshitposts

i retract every fucking positive thing or statement I have ever made about wilbur soot. fuck him. i believed his manipulation, I believed he could be good. FUCK HIM.

i wish I never liked him, because I'm hurt. I can't look at him without wanting to scream in anger. his fucking statement/apology is shit. i expected better, but honestly what should I expect from a man? fuck him.

he's a manipulative fucking dickhead abuser and I'm ashamed of even believing that it couldn't be him. I'm ashamed and I'm hurt and I'm angry.

I'm pissed for how many people in his life he's hurt, I'm pissed for how many lives he's ruined, both those he knows and the people in his fanbase he's hurt.

he was my source of consistency, of comfort for four years. he and his content and band were there when my grandmother died, and the following weeks after that where my mother was 3 hrs from death. he was there through every ounce of loneliness, abuse, and trauma I endured and to find out he causes that to other people PISSES ME OFF.

you can say you told me so all you want, and yes you did. i needed hope, and the dots didn't connect to me. it's what he wanted, to lead us astray and believe he could be good. I'm sorry for everyone who's hurting, you're not alone and it's okay to grieve and hurt and be angry. it's okay to cry and scream and get pissed.

fuck wilbur soot.

I'll be leaving everything up, you can still read every fic I have. they were never written with this wilbur in mind, if that gives you any peace. every fic I've written has always had my DRs version of him, depending on the setting. so if that helps, there. @koithelittle will stay up as well, you can enjoy everything over there as well.

to any requests I haven't finished or posted, I'm sorry, I wish I didn't have to leave, but it's what I must do.

i have a new account and I won't be revealing the user name publicly but if you wish to follow me, you can dm me and I'll send it to you.

thank you for all you've given me here. for the love, the support, the community. I can't thank you enough. this account has given me friends, community and family and I am beyond thankful, but my time here is done. this account is tainted by a horrible person and I wish to be rid of him. this is about him, not you all.

i love you, stay safe, take care of yourself<3

now onto the screaming.

FUCK YOU. fuck everyone who took my words out of context, fuck everyone who verbally attacked me, fuck everyone who told me i was a mentally ill parasocial dream stan person. FUCK YOU!!

fuck everyone who's ever EVER sent a damn threat to ANYONE for not jumping ship immediately, for not automatically believing twitter speculation.

FUCK YOU for telling wilbur to kill himself, to stick to the 27 muscian rule. and fuck you who SUPPORTED DOXXING wilbur. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!! fuck, you.

fuck you all for every shit thing ive had to see, hear or experience in the past fucking almost WEEK

i am not going to believe rude, disrespectful speculation and jump ship. i am going to stay, support shelby and wait until further is confirmed or denied. even if y’all have proven that no one deserves a fucking confirmation of anything.

stop trying to tell her story or fill in the blanks. FUCK OFF AND LEAVE SHELBY AND WILBUR ALONE.

also don’t make people feel fucking guilty bc they can’t let go of their comfort as fast as you, seriously, fuck off. it’s none of y’all’s fucking business who her abuser is anyways.

THIS is my favorite wilbur photo genre

snow days in his garden (dude, he can control the weather in his realm, it's so fun), cookie baking days, board game nights, Christmas movies, nighttime cuddles, Christmas decorating and various other activities. (add him reading you books/stories while you fall asleep on his chest<3)

his favorite part is when he gets to watch your excited face on Christmas morning while you gift him all the things you've collected, and then when you open yours from him (that's actually his favorite, favorite part. who'd turn down that?)

It is fully okay to have differing opinions and thoughts. If what everyone is sticking to doesn't make sense or feel right to you, that's okay. We don't actually know much of anything right now, what we do know is vague and far and few between.

Don't let anyone tell you who or what you are simply because you don't agree with them.