I had a generous amount of blood drawn today. It left me feeling pretty drunk-like as a result, considering not eating beforehand. So we go to ihop to fix this and the effects of the bloodwork hit quick and I start laughing uncontrollably at a scene I remembered from Casper. I can't even form a coherent sentence to Connor as to why I'm laughing, but he rolls with it. Then I started to feel lonely and pathetic on my side of the both and I ask him to sit next to me in between laughs, he does cause he's wonderful, and I lean on his shoulder. I felt better and secure by his presence alone that my drunken self just got overwhelmed with happiness, I started crying in the ihop. He gave me affectionate pecks of reassurance and just held me until our food came. He took amazing care of me and was so considerate. He always does/is, but I never felt this vulnerable before and I never want to take for granted everything he gives out of the kindness of his heart, no matter my mental state. I'm so grateful to know someone this caring. I'm still overwhelmed.
