#conjecting

1. i want to believe that im beautiful myself but actually believe it so i guess be more confident in myself 

2. / 3.  i really really want to get into university to study politics because i am genuinely interested but this means actually doing work which i have a very very big problem with because i just cant do things at the moment and im not sure why? i dont remember the last piece of work i did and i havent done my coursework which everyone else has done..... i just do not wanna fail if im honest with you so i guess there are a few goals in that (stop procrastinating like i am doing right now and get into university so basically i want to succeed  )

4. drink a lot of water and tea

5. no sugar in my tea any more!!!!! (ive started this its going well) also i dont really loooove chocolate so dont eat it for the sake of it, the same with fizzy drinks (ive never really cared for this sort of thing before but i feel like now is a good time to start)

6. continue to surround myself with the loveliest, funniest and most caring people on this planet 

7. make my parents proud of me for once 

8. i want to become more creative 

9. appreciate life more

10. have monthly technology detox's

11. go for walks more, long walks 

12. start cycling again 

13. do my homework

14. paint my nails more often 

15. finally i want to make the most of 2015 because this will be the last year i will be this close to all my friends for a long time and even thinking about leaving my school and london and the amazing people i am lucky enough to be friends with makes me want to weep and i never ever anticipated this so i guess i want to appreciate my life as it is now, my school life and social life and everything in it