My cold is getting worse. I feel like I've got a headache behind my nose. It's pretty crappy. And I can't breath out of my nose. I've managed to fit all of my clothes in the blanket box in my room (the lounge room). Mum gave me some strong pain killers, so my head is feeling a bit better. After work Saturday, he came and sat in my car for nearly an hour and we talked and held hands. I'm so confused. I miss Shaun so much.












