Lion or lamb?
I am that person that believes in the unexplained cosmic forces, which make people feel like, those small little things that seem coincidental, are supposed to happen WHEN they happen.
I am that person that still believes in fate.I am that same person that people ridicule when I call those things out; as if; my calling attention to its actual being is of mere life. just taking its course. Every time I have witnessed another unexplained twist of fate; I just believe in it that much more.
Even with all of my skepticism; and all my flaws; and all of my trust issues. Even with the coldest majority of my heart, that will always be jaded...I still believe in serendipity.
Even after, every time the remaining part of my un-jaded heart gets chipped away at; by someone who tells me "That was just a coincidence." Or when they tell me I'm purposely looking for signs for something to happen. They always tell me "Well, if you look for garbage, you're going to get dirty". But, we are raised to think positive thoughts will help get you through some of the hardest moments you have to face in life, right? And, just sometimes, it really does.
Then why when I take a picture of a place, in the evening, do I find you standing in front of it, hours later. And why when after a long exhausting day when I should be out cold sleeping, do I see that you are up just as well. And why with as small as this world can be do I carelessly stare into that blue screen and see your face plastered right in front. What am I supposed to learn from all of these little things? Is this a test to see if I have learned my lessons from the past? Or are these really just small bread crumbs leading to a path straight to you; because I am supposed to be the one to make it happen?
Is the lesson to be wise & recognize danger ahead or is the lesson to grow into the woman I am supposed to be and make what I want to happen a reality? Am I supposed to take what I want? Or am I to clear the path so that it leads to me?
"....And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
What a stupid lamb.
What a sick, masochistic lion."
-KMP ♥♠13
