#conformityisinsanity

This has been one incredible ride guys; I'm finally 18. So many hard times have attempted to bring me down, and plenty of them succeed for a bit. I remember my 16th birthday, it was an amazing day for the most part. My ex-girlfriend went to the Japanese Festival with me and my aunt, I got to spend tons of time with her that day, it was incredible. My 17th birthday? Yeah that was really boring I think. Last year was such a terrible year. I pushed Nicole out of my life because I wasn't going to watch her be controlled by Jake Decker, me and tiare were, again, back and forth with each other all the while I was becoming increasing involved with another girl, it was a terrible year. Yet, had I not messaged Sara Grubermann one day on Facebook, I would never of met my friends that I'm so close to now. Example? Thomas Evans. Guy is the only person i've considered my best friend apart from Tommy Pauly, kid I've known since I was three, running up the street to get ice cream. Amongst other things, it also brought me this relationship I'm in; the happiest I've been in. Given that yes, we are having some pretty bad problems right about now, in the end it will work out; I know it will. I love this girl way to much to let her push me out of her life, I won't let it happen. Me and her have shared way too much to let something like this tear us apart.

Back to this long ride of 18 years, it's been....emotional, to say the least. I'm glad i've been able to share it with those that I care about, there are plenty, however, that I wish I hadn't shared it with, but those people aren't significant to me anymore. So, I guess what I'm trying to say guys is...I love each and everyone of you; I'm pretty selective about who I let in, really let in and most of you following me are those people, so i'm thankful for having all of you guys here for me for the time that we've known each other.

Thanks a million guys,