#conflats

Once a week, I lock the doors and I draw the curtains If it wasn't for you it would be like this all the time Why does smiling not suit me? Why does a frown seem to fit my face? You always say it's the other way around

And I, I love you so, you know? And I, I miss you more And it feels like, like we can't cope anymore

I told you so, I can't change If I follow your path, I'll stay the same If you hold my hand, I'll still stray

This is bad, as it's been when you're not with me This is bad, as it's been, be sure to miss me

When you gonna hold me? Hold me down

Why can't they see that it has died?

All in my bones and through my blood They're gone and not forgotten, but

Following up from previous post about #conflats @outlines_music @kathrynjoseph_ @thetwilightsad and marcus (sorry for the amount of posts today guys!!) This was the outcome of #greysandcolour class today in college, loosly based upon still life, i had my headphones in but also in the background was #debussy playing i felt so free painting this, painting detached me from any pain i was feeling. Each section was done in 5 minute parts and each section was egged on by the flow of the music. This project was fun and I dont think i could have gotten through the day without conflats playing. #expressive #art #artistsofinstagram ❤