#confidenceatitsbest

Well. It was a good start of the day that turned into something that I don’t understand anymore. Everyday I wonder if I’ll ever get it. I just pray that the weight that I feel on my shoulders will be lifted up, because I honestly don’t know how I’m able to get through it. 

Today literally started by getting up in the morning, eating and then heading to placement, and during placement it was good you know. Mostly being able to write documents, typing letters ( that I still need to get used too but I know I can do it) you all of what a legal assistant does. 

Then probably at about 2 ish in the afternoon I get spammed messages from my really great friend (whose literally been there for me during everything I’ve ever been through) and on the break that I has ( that I didn’t really have but I was multi tasking which I shouldn’t be doing but YOLO)  and it was rough trying to not be emotional during placement. 

BUT I was able to overcome it and honestly it was hard but I did it. And then I felt bad for my close friend because He thought it was his fault, even though I know it wasn’t his fault at all.

:)