#confession dump

We have a maid at home and I suspect she uses my stuff in the bathroom because I never used them that much but it's already almost empty. So I poured bleach in it and waited.

I can only cry for few people. I feel like I'm not sympathetic enough. I even had a hard time crying on my grandfather's funeral, I only did because my mom cried.

bullied my ex friend at elementary school cuz I was jealous of her

Not a confession. I just feel sad that my friends never last. Apart from my cousins, all my other friends are gone. It always got me depressed whenever I see their posts with their own new friends.

So I started to become more annoyed with things, it got worse to the point I would cry and sh myself just because I said something wrong in class or buy the wrong thing.

I stole rfom my mother's purse even though I know she needed it.

Abused our pet cats and dogs before. I kicked them whenever I was angry or when they were being annoying. Mostly the cats because they always stole our food. Im much older now and I'm drowning with guilt everytime I think about it. I try to be gentle with our pets now.