So I’ve spoken before at length about burnout on my last studyblr, but as I am rarely on this account due to actually trying to scrape by, I’m just going to leave it at this:
I have been skating by. Absolutely skating. Bare minimum survival. If I have energy, I put it toward myself, not my studies. Which is definitely fucking me up, but what can you do.
Now, that slightly downer thing aside, I flew a little too close to the sun with the self care this weekend (a sad thing to have to say, considering I REALLY needed the break and the enrichment, but what can you do). So I have to do the last ten problems of my CS Problem Set by midnight tonight. Except I have a thing from 5:30 - 10. So uh. By 5:30. It’s currently 10 to 1:00.
So this is an accountability post! feel free to add your own goals for the day or own experiences with last minute procrastination. This one is 100% a symptom of my worsening ADHD/lack of coping mechanisms for it so I’m going to try to combat my complete lack of desire to do it by turning off all unnecessary devices/closing unnecessary tabs. Hopefully you’ll only see me when I take a break between problems.
I’m hoping to go two at a time? But anyway. This got very long. accountability post: 4 hours to do 10 problems. In theory I should be able to do this, in practice, I’m very nervous.
