Thanks for nothing.
This morning you asked me if I was alright, and I assumed it was you trying to act like my best friend, like normal. Now I realize it's because you think I'm fragile because my parents are getting divorced and I have been going to divorce support. Funny enough, I'm not messed up because of the divorce, I'm actually fine. I'm messed up because you don't listen like a friend does anymore. I know your a leader and you "have the team's best interest in mind", but I was the one that came to you guys and said I wasn't happy in my role, or how the team was being run. I'm the one who said look, this is why we are all having some issues right now. You said you were listening, you said you would try to make everyone happy. Well now it seems you have listened to everyone's wishes instead of mine. You specifically asked me which witness I wanted to be and I gave you the two I wanted. TWO. I wrote the third one down just because I felt I should. I didn't think you would actually give my the one I liked the least, because I thought you were actually listening to me, like a friend would. But I was wrong. You weren't listening, like you haven't been listening for the past couple of months. Your supposed to be my best friend, which means you want the best for me. You should have listened to me, to all of us, instead of being defensive. You cannot blame my feelings right now on the fact that my parents are getting divorced. My parents situation and mock trial are two totally different things. Just because you don't like that I am having such strong bad feelings about mock trial does not mean that you can say it's because my parents are getting divorced. That's total bullshit, and your just using it as a scapegoat to not listen to me. Thanks for not acting or being my best friend, when I need you. I don't even care if you see this Halley, because I really can't call you my best friend right now. At least if you see this, you will know sort of what I have been feeling for the past couple of weeks. Actually I hope you read this, so you can see how hurt I feel. Thanks for not having my back, on something I used to enjoy doing with you.
