#coma tag

oh i forgot to post this here. redraw of an old matthew bc i wanted to draw the hair spilling again.

headshots for toyhouse :)

had to draw art of my 14 year old ocs so i could upload them to toyhouse....many such cases....

"you look nice today, alexia"

redraw of some old oc art. this isn't canon anymore in the story as i rewrote it to be more """realistic""" but this was an important concept art back in 2012 and a lot of my friends used to like it so i wanted to remake it. timelapse under the readmore

commissions | ko-fi

real ones know these guys

i thought it’d be really funny if matthew was a sports person

i have a new computer. my last one gave up on me so i had to get a new one, which took me a while since i was still hospitalized. after i was discharged i got to move in with my cousin (my mother's stayed there for a while). i'm still eternally grateful to her for taking us in, but i was still met with some resistence. she's patronizing, passive aggressive, intrusive, and makes light of serious problems. she also won't let my long distance girlfriend send me gifts for my birthday. and i understand; it's her place and her rules. let's just say that due to these things, i haven't had a very easy transition back into society.

i had a little breakdown and had to go back to the hospital for a few days. i don't want to go into too much detail on that one, but i was discharged again and moved back in. my cousin's still relentless, but i saw it coming this time.

and remember that other coma survivor i spoke of? we've spoken a few times now, once in person and then on skype.

i'd like to get a job so i can move out of this place, and this tiny room especially; i don't even have a door so there's no privacy. i'm used to being self-sufficient and by myself so it's been a bit tough but i have to power through it since i haven't gotten the okay from my doctor to get a job.

for now i have to focus on gaining some weight, improving my condition mentally and get back into a routine. i'm supposed to go outside at least once a week so i take walks occasionally.

so yeah, that's about it. i'm sorry if it got long-winded but i realize i don't talk much unless prompted so there was a lot to cover.