#coloursss

That even nature makes mistakes,

And puts some souls into the wrong

Oh god they look pretty i like colours 😭💖

I know why they give us grades

I understand it

But

Why am I crying then

I failed one subject,

On the card there is not graded

A big thick text

Did I not try hard enough? It was only one subject, I did my best. If even after doing my best I still failed, does it mean I am not enough?

Maybe I'll never be

But I know all this, I should stop crying then.

I can't

Why did I start crying in the first place?

Oh, I know.

Hm?

It's Poe's fault, they did it. That oversensitive dumb child.

Yea, it was their fault.

And in the end, it's always their fault,

When we cry, people think we're childish and dumb and

Too sensitive.

We're only annoying them.

Maybe

Maybe if we died they'd be happier.

All of them would.

Another

Part of their life would be easily.

So the voice was right, when she told me to kill myself.

I don't want to.

Somehow

Somewhere deep inside myself,

I don't want to kill myself.

I know it won't really help them.

It could though.

No, it couldn't.

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I made it worse..

How did I manage to do the exact opposite of what I was trying to do.

I'm

I'm a failure to everyone.

"Oh, come on, a polite person doesn't call people failures."

I was before. I am now. Again.

And later, when I won't be able to ruin my health for others,

I'll be completely useless. The. All this love will just disappear. I will no longer be able to talk with you. I'm gonna get back to the start. Again.

Because

Because I wasn't enough.

Because I'm not enough.

"Rahh, you are. You said you trust me. So trust me, you are more than enough. At...least for me."

No.

I'm not even the little of not enough.

I'm just

Nothing.

Nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing

I should be nothing. Maybe then I'd be useful. Maybe.

What was all this then.

I never wanted to leave. I hate myself for how much effort was so little to make it work.

I'll

I'll go now.

I'm not real anyway, right? I'm just there to tell you it's gonna be okay. I'm just there to always wait for that talk that will never happen.

Bye.

Then why am I crying? Lol