I want to watch you throughout your day. Not having you know that I see every movement. Writing down every little thing you do. Filling pages with observations and thoughts. Not letting on that at any time I could be watching through your blinds. You non the wiser of my actions. Completely in the dark to my movements and observations. I want to learn your schedule. Know exactly when you’ll eat, sleep, shower, even use the bathroom. Almost knowing before you do what the next task or activity will be. Basing my day around particularly interesting activities. Watching you work, or use your hands, and wreck yourself on the daily. Watching you sleep. Maybe it’s at one of those times that I finally can’t stand it anymore. Having watched you for weeks or even months. Having seen you long for someone’s touch. Having watched you whine and beg and moan and ache and cry and gasp and just every single little thing you do calling out for someone. Making me just want to hold you and brake you under my touch. you would be cared for and love and every little thing will be taken care of. I know exactly what you need and you’ve shown me. Shown me yourself. Not knowing someone was watching but fucking hoping. I know about those dirty thoughts. I know everything about you. So it’s so obvious that I know this to. Know the dirty secrets that float around your head. Every need that you have, every want. Being able to fulfill the exact particular need that you have. Perfectly made for you in every way. Crazy over the idea that I could just. Come in. To ease that ache and pain. To reveal myself and force those needs onto you. Make you feel what you’ve been telling me you’ve needed for so long. The crazed emotions I would feel as I dragged my knife over your skin making that lovely face of yours just go blank. Completely under my control and I fulfill every fantasy you’ve ever had. Perched atop you as I force my blade to your neck. Don’t want to hurt yourself on my pretty toys. The fun is just getting started.
We keep wanting to reply to this, and everytime i reread it. Each time i reread the ask it makes my mind useless.
Watch me, and know all that you can. Watch me and know that even if i have no idea your there i want you to see me. I want you to study me, get to know me without me ever knowing your name or face. I'd masturbate in front of the window for anyone to see, but if i knew you were there... if I got a gleam of a lense from binoculars or a camera lense i'd spread my legs wider and get louder.
Id begin to leave my window unlocked just for the possibility of my admirer to come in and take what they wanted.
Put a knife to my throat and i would just get so fogged up in the head i couldnt do anything but paw at you, unable to speak my words. Press it harder, drag it across, lightly so we could go on for longer. Get better with it, take me down and down and down...
Make me useless for anything except your pleasure, your so nice for giving me what i want please treat yourself nicely for doing such a sweet thing
