10, 11, 12, 13, 14 (original i Know)
RANDOM QUESTIONS FOR CHARACTER BUILDING
10. greatest regret ?
“ letting my relationship with my mother waste away. we haven’t talked in ages, i don’t even know if she’s still alive, if she ever got better. but a part of me still resents her what she did to me, and i can’t ever fully forgive her for that. but she wasn’t herself when she did those things, that was the pills and the alcohol, for the most part. “
11. biggest lie ?
“ telling those around me and myself that i was straight for years. i knew i liked girls since i was nine but i only came out when i was fifteen because i was afraid my friends would abandon me if they found out. they didn’t, and i’ve felt better than ever since i started living my life as who i really am. “
12. biggest flaw ?
“ i’m lazy, and i don’t commit to anything. i don’t think i’ll ever finish my thesis at this point, and i haven’t let anyone in in years. “
13. best accomplishment ?
“ helping kids who are struggling with the same things i did. i’m not a great teacher but i think i’ve connected with some of my students on a level i never expected. sometimes students come to my office to ask about personal problems, like how to come out or how to deal with their problematic families, and none of those questions are easy to answer but i always do my best. it’s one of the few things i’m proud of. “
14. greatest fear(s) ?
“ i don’t ever want to end up like my mother, just a shell of myself and only functioning while drugged. and i’m afraid of ending up alone, a disappointment to those who once believed in me. i know i’m not a great friend most of the time and i’ve got serious issues i need to resolve. my friends have been much more patient and good to me than i deserve, and i’m afraid that one day they’ll just decide that they’ve had enough and leave for good. “
