Hey, I think the first time I re-opened my blog was three years ago when I freshly enrolled back to Uni. Now, I am almost 6 months away from getting my degree! Yay, I am currently rendering my hours of internship. It's my first time to work in one of the offices of the government and it's like going back to the basics! It makes me feel like I am 17 again and just learning things from the expert folks.
It's quite interesting that I took my internship at the age of 28 and it dearly humbled me but I always know I still have to go to the office with my alert mind so that others will not mistreat me or see me as somebody they can bully. So far, no one's trying to do that to me and I truly hope there's none to avoid any troubles.
There are things I want to control but I am always reminded by myself that I only have limited time of the day so I gotta use it for my own betterment rather than always check whether other people are feeling comfortable with me.
I have also redefined the way I see friendships in school. I recognize other people's tendency to spread rumors about me but I am not in the position to act like a cyber life police around those people all the time as I have my own personal and academic life to deal with.
Just like the photo above, all I gotta do is try, try, and try until I get to where I want to be. I am specifically eyeing to purchase a digital camera to be used for special occasions and another bluetooth earphones so I don't have to bring my big headphones outside. Off topic, it felt like I have cracked the code when I changed my attitude towards my terror professor. I started to see him in a more pleasant and promising way, like, someone who is always prepared to impart us his superior knowledge. Lo and behold, he acted the same way and minimized the harshness in the class. I guess being positive works wonders most of the time. I can't wait to apply for a teaching field this year and to embark on my next journey but for now, I enjoy each and every part of my life :)
