I don't want you to be like me, I don't want you to be a coldhearted bitch like me.

I'm a shitty person, i'm always alone cuz i like to be that way, being alone means that no one hurts you but the bad thing is that i'm so use to being alone that i don't know how to love others and i don't even love myself either, i fucking hate myself so much and more when i hurt you, cuz you are the only person that has stuck with me but i'm a time bomb that in any minute or second might explote and everything that i have bottled up is gonna be out and when that happens you are the last person that i want to hurt.

I'm complicated and believe me that you don't want to be nothing like me and neither around me. I'm bad around everybody and especially you cuz i love you so much and that scares me cuz you are the only person that i've been vulnerable around.

I understand that you want to get away from me, i would like to get away from me too but well, i can't, i'm stuck with myself for the rest of my fucking miserable life.

Maybe i'm really hurting you by saying all of this but if all of this is necessary for you to get away fron the fucking mess that i am, so be it.

This is probably a goodbye but i don't know, i'm still in denial from all of this.

I do care about you, more that i have ever care about myself.

I don't want you to be like me not even a little bit.

I don't know what esle to say other than that I love you a whole fucking lot and if you ever need me you know where to find me.

This is probably the worst way for you to wake up but it is necessary to tell you it.

Good morning love.