#coco shady

You do realize I’m not paid for this blog, right ? That I do it for fun and in my free time, right ? And most importantly : bloggers, fanfic writers and creative writers do not owe anyone shit 🤡.

We produce content that you guys consume for free. We do so on our free time and do not expect anything in return. We’re grateful for every single like, reblog and kind Ask but you need to realize that we don’t get much out of it. I might as well keep what I write in my notes app. At least I wouldn’t have to deal with entitled readers. 🤡

« Why even bother with this kinky month ? » because it’s a writing challenge and it’s fun. I know I’m arguably not skilled at writing smut and kinky shit so I take it as an opportunity to explore and get better. That’s why.

« You never upload on time » I do my best. There, I said it. But in case you’re wondering, I am a real person, with a real life and a real job. I have shit to do. And while I did give a schedule as an indication, you people need to understand that life gets in the way. You could have chosen to be grateful that I’ve uploaded more in the past 6 days than I have in the past month but obviously not 🤡 If you want some robot to produce content at will for you, just get a premium account on one of those AI thingies. Or better yet, commission writers.

« You’re not really a responsible person » sorry for being irresponsible for making my health, family and job a priority. How very irresponsible of me not to drive myself to burnout for a writing challenge.

« People want to read recovery anyway » well that’s too damn bad. I’ll upload the new chapter for recovery when I’m satisfied with it. Same goes for any Kinktober episode. I’d rather not upload than publish anything I hate.

I had to address this nasty comment. From someone who knew they’d better hide and stay anon, mind you. 🤡 now, if anyone wants to come at me on this fine-ass Monday morning, feel free to, but don’t be surprised if I clap back at your entitlement.

Guys, I'm sorry I haven't been updating this blog too much. Life got in the way and I am busy workin on becoming a doctor ✨. But I still felt like coming on here and sharing the good news :

I am 6 months sober today.

I get a ton of DMs and Asks asking me about my writing process, sometimes out of curiosity, sometimes because they're looking for advice.

To be fair, I'm not an expert when it comes to writing. I'm very much self-taught, and the fact that I chose to create content in English when it's not my native language really doesn't help either. 😅 Therefore, I don't think I should be seen as a legit authority figure in the matter. That being said, I've had this blog for the better part of a year, started dabbling in creative writing before that and my job does require tons of writing (in multiple languages). So there are a few things I can bring to the table when it comes to recommending resources you can use to improve your writing, tools and methods you might find helpful, some advice too... Some hot takes and opinions no one asked for, as well.

Also, there are tons of thoughts I'd like to share. About writing in general, about being a fanfiction writer, about real people fanfiction... I could probably talk anybody's ear off about that. Because I do love writing. I do spend a huge part of my time doing it. And even when I'm not writing, I spend a lot of time thinking about it. But I do realize that not everyone who follows me on here would be interested in that type of content. After all, I literally created this blog so that I can share Eminem fanfiction, as well as some of my thoughts as a fan. Let's be honest : sharing my thoughts about writing was never one of the purposes of this blog and doing that probably would not align with the main theme. And I don't want to flood y'all with that when you're just interested in reading fanfics.

Then, I realized I could create a secondary blog, on which I can create and reblog content that's more related to writing. Is that something some of you would be interested in ?

Here’s a bit of an update : I am working on a lot of stuff 😂. Recovery, Love Game, Marshall + Lily, One Shots… lots and lots of things in my notes and on my mind, for sure ! 👀 I will do my best to update soon. That being said…

I’m freaking unlucky because a few hours only after getting back from my weekend in Switzerland, I had to be rushed to the hospital…

My Mom’s Spaghetti merch order is on the way 🙈. It’s actually a joke in my friend group because I’m gluten intolerant (therefore cannot eat Spaghetti) and I also do not have a mom 🤡. I swear I have the worst sense of humor

I’m wondering, do y’all own Eminem merch or would consider buying some ?

I know the fanbase bitches and moans about the merch because LETS BE HONEST his team is overdoing it (and focusing on the side quests) BUT some of the merch is actually pretty great and I couldn’t resist 🙈

Hey ! That's a very good question. I have considered it but there are a couple of reasons why I haven't done it already...

First of all, I'm not super familiar with AO3. I don't really spend much time on that platform and I'm not someone you might consider as technologically advanced 😂 That's my inner Marshall Mathers I guess... To be honest, there's something about the infrastructure of the website that I don't find that appealing. Not to mention that I hear about it being down all the time 😂

Also, I'm not really looking for maximum visibility. I'm really comfortable with the not so little community we have on here. I mean, 500+ followers on Tumblr seems wild enough to me. And as I have learned... this visibility, however limited, is enough to make me a little anxious and self-conscious. I mean, if you saw my Ask inbox, you'd see some wild messages... Besides, I am not a gifted writer by any means, I like it but I know it's not high quality fanfiction and I have this little cliché that people on AO3 are actually more demanding ? I feel like I'd get so much hate 😂

And finally, part of writing fanfiction is navigating the platform you post on. Replying to DMs, interacting with the fanbase you're a part of. I really enjoy that part, replying to as many Asks and DMs as I can, indulging people's requests, but it takes a lot of time already and I'm not sure I'd have enough for a second platform.

Thank you ! I don't want to share too much on this blog and not my big ugly fucking face but I had to brag about the hair because the hairstylist is literally a magician, at this point ❤️. Happy to enter my Slim Shady era (and on my way to buy overalls and a chainsaw).

Took myself off anon so I could send you these!! (I would message you directly but I always get a little shy and nervous about doing that but I will still send a lil message for you boo!)

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Hey bestie ❤️ thank you so much for your message ❤️. It means the world to me ! I managed to go out with friends tonight and had an absolutely lovely time ☺️

I also downloaded a new habit tracker app that is supposed to help a lot with self care, which I desperately need as someone with autism, ADHD, bipolar and also doing a PhD 😅.