The last 48 hours have been hell. A torturous nightmare. No way to escape the pain. Seems these cluster headaches are just increasing and no one can help. Well, they can but not until next year, January is the soonest appointment around here. I finally found someone out of state that can see me in December.
3 months of living like this. Can I do it? Can I care for the kids like this for 3 months. Do Halloween, Thanksgiving, school festival, book fairs, everything there is for 3 months with this demon on my back.
The only thing anyone will do is write a prescription for Zomig. It takes 2 to knock it down to bearable and that works for 3 hours. My insurance will only cover 6 a month. So I basically get enough for 3 headaches a month. I get these headaches nightly.Â
Feeling so lost. So angry. I want to kill this demon.Â
