#cloudyoonjo

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? 

Nah.

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? 

I have a boyfriend and he's a really cute  dweeb and he makes me smile at walls  and blush lots.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty? 

I would smile a lot and freak out internally because I don't know how to respond to compliments, but it'd mean a lot to me.

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? 

Nope, it's always me--I'm the asshole.

5: Are you interested in anyone right now? 

Hoseok is the only boy I care about, the rest are just extra.

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? 

Someone is having a birthday party and that means I get cake, that's really all I want. It's ice cream cake, omg, I'm so excited.

7: Do you want to be single? 

[MUFFLED SOBBING IN THE DISTANCE] I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND I LIKE BEING WITH HIM.

8: Did you go out or stay in last night? 

I stayed in because the weather's really hot, why go out when you can eat popsicles and cuddle with your dog? Exactly.

9: How late did you stay up last night? 

I went to sleep at two or three in the morning, a lot earlier than I normally sleep--I wanted to be up at a reasonable time today.

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? 

I like someone a lot right now, but let me tell you about it. So, the last person I really really liked and still like is Hoseok. I got really happy because he sent me adorable goodnight messages and one night, I thought he forgot about me and I sent him one instead--he thought it was cute. I also missed him a lot while he was gone, oh wow, it was crazy. Yeah. Boys.

11: Last three things you had to drink? 

Ginger ale, milk and coconut water. Coconut water tastes like shit.

12: Have you pretended to like someone? 

No, never--that's so fucking rude. You should never tell someone you like them if you don't, you're setting the person up for heart break and people are already going through enough as is. It's rude to add to it.

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? 

IT'S SO RUDE TO DO THAT, NO.

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? 

Lizzy walked in on me changing and saw my underwear, so I guess yeah. What a horribly unexciting story--I don't get any ass, I'm sorry.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? 

If you leave me after letting me get attached to you, I will think about you for months and get sad randomly if someone has the same name as you or does something that you used to do. I'll move on someday, though.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single? 

I was single since 1991, don't even start with me.

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? 

Sleeping under a fan in my new jammies.

18: Hold hands with anyone this week? 

NO BUT I'M GOING TO. 

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? 

That's a good joke, man. I like the way Ketel One tastes, I can't imagine never drinking it again.

20: What would you name your future daughter? 

Miyeon or Juhee or something super cute, I haven't thought about it seriously.

21: Do you miss anyone? 

Hoseok and Jiseok, Suzy too.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? 

No one wants to kiss me, so no.

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? 

Nope, we were sitting on the floor and there were sweaty people around us. I don't even remember  it that well, but it wasn't on or near a bed.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? 

It depends on the person--I'm super obvious with certain people and they pick up on my subtle hints. Others I try my best to keep out, mostly because I think they don't care or they would rather not have to hear my problems.

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? 

I got so mad that I cried yesterday around the time that I woke up because Lizzy said she was going to be gone for five minutes and she'd make food for me, but FIVE MINUTES TURNED INTO TWO HOURS AND I WAS SO FUCKING HUNGRY. GOD.

26: Who did you last see in person? 

Kiko, she and I vibed really well and I should drop her a message soon.

27: Are you listening to music right now? 

Right now, I'm listening to a radio rip of Work by Iggy Azalea.

28: What is something you currently want right now? 

BRING ME POPSICLES AND ICE CREAM, I WILL MARRY YOU. I want a 3DS and New Leaf too, that's all.

29: What is the last thing you said out lot? 

"Oh, Yoonjo." while shaking my head. THIS IS TAKING SO LONG.

30: How is your heart lately? 

It's beating at 90 Beats by Dre, so I think we're doing good right now.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? 

I love hiding in the hood of a hoodie, tbh. I like pulling it shut the drawstrings and furrowing into it and ignoring everyone, it's really nice.

32: Are you wearing socks? 

I fucking hate socks. So uncomfortable.

33: What do people call you? 

Nana, usually. Punana, Poona, Vajinah, Jinana, Princess Nanny--I have a long list of nicknames.

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? 

I want to and I hope so, but I'll leave him a cute message if he's too busy today.

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? 

The most stressful situation in my life was trying to be witty about my R/S. I'm kidding. I've wanted to graduate or start doing some solo work that's more hip hop and rap oriented, but it's not a possibility right now. It's really stressful to think about being stuck or having to leave, so, I don't know. 

36: Who did you last share a bed with? 

My dog, Happy.

37: Did you do something bad today? 

Not yet, but the day hasn't ended.

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? 

It's been so long that I can't even remember, this is really depressing.

39: Do you get stressed out easily? 

I'm always a little stressed.

40: Will you sing today? 

I sing at least once every day, I'm gonna jam out in the bathroom soon and pretend I'm on stage. This is what I do with my life.

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? 

THIS IS MY ENTIRE LIFE. I wanted to tell Hoseok I liked him, but I didn't. I wanted to tell Yubin I love her, but I didn't. I wanted to tell Yoonjo she's cool, but that's a lie. I wanted to tell Yoonjo that I was kidding about that. Uh, yeah.

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? 

No one, I like to work things out on my own and cry it out. There's no one to talk to, all of my friends don't seem to like listening to issues and I think it's best that way.

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? 

When I fell off the stage, they had an ambulance and they rushed me to the ER to make sure I wasn't suffering from something severe.

44: What are you listening to right now? 

Bimmer by Tyler the Creator.

45: What is wrong with you right now? 

I'm sweaty and angry, why is it so hot?

46: What is on your wrists right now? 

Nothing, surprisingly. No bracelets or such.

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?

Stylenanda, I think.

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? 

Hot chocolate, I'm not a big fan of apples.

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? 

No, I don't usually keep track of the time and miss it--or I don't have anything to wish for. It's usually the first because I get so caught up in things and forget my surroundings, it's kind of annoying and yeah.

50: Are you a good artist? 

Art was the only thing I excelled at during school, it used to annoy my parents because they wanted me to do something conventional and high earning--doctor or something. They really didn't want me to become an entertainer.

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? 

It can be, but it can also hurt and tear you apart.

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? 

No, things are better now--there are more people in my life that mean a lot to me and I'm generally happier.

53: Ever been on a golf cart? 

Nope, I don't think I've ever golfed.

54: Do you have trust issues? 

I have more trust issues  than Drake, man.

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? 

I stayed up all night on the phone with Kris once, but I hate phone calls and we spent like twenty minutes at a time doing nothing.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? 

I didn't realize Hot Topic was a real thing, oh my god.

57: Do you use chap stick? 

I have like five of them, but I never finish a single one. I use them though, usually flavored because I'm lame as hell.

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

I have. He was running his mouth about things that he didn't understand, so I slapped him and he shut right up.

59: Do you have a little sister?

I'm an only child, ugh.

60: Have you ever been to New York? 

I went once for a few nights and I thought it was gorgeous, but I haven't had any time to go back.

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? 

I hope he did because I meant it.

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? 

I literally hugged Yoonjo last night, so yeah.

63: What were you doing at midnight last night? 

Drinking ginger ale and trying to get Happy to take his nap, he was real hyper.

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? 

No, not really. I don't do things that I don't have a meaningful reason behind.

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? 

Yubin and Hoseok, Yoonjo's starting to get there because she's fucking amusing.

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? 

2/3.

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? 

What kind of kiss?

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? 

I wanna share my bed with someone and be all cute, god damn it. I'm bored of cuddling with my pillow.

69: Will next Friday be a good one?

.. (/looks at you as you poke my cheek, blinking repeatedly) I really don’t even know what just happened right now.

/holds onto his back pocket which contained his wallet/ Why--