#cloudjournal

as i would do for them

i want who speak in a soothing tone and full of empathy

as i would do for them

i want someone who love and care as well as comfort

as i would do for them

i want someone who want to be better for me

as i would do for them

i want someone who willing to figure things out together

as i would do for them

i want someone who want to spend time and do fun things together

as i would do for them

i am not picky or have a high standard

i would do a lot of things for someone

and i just want it to be reciprocated

i want to live with someone and figure out this world

together

during our hang out last weekend, they mentioned that i've been so much more...chill. 'not as grumpy' anymore and one of them said maybe its the age factor. i didn't really think about it deeply, i thought its just because i was in a very bad place not until 5 months ago. i've been...okay these past 5 months because i got my routine back. before those 5 months, i was isolating myself from everyone, including them, and that's probably why they noticed a huge difference on me.