#clitoria.task

I did debate on if I should do the cunt spanks to purchase additional tickets before starting the carnival or if I should do them before each task of the carnival, and I decided that the concept of "forgetting" that I was out of tickets and being made to pay for them right then and there in front of anyone else who might be there was too enticing to resist.

So I start out with 55 tickets! I've ordered these tasks (or "carnival games" if you'd rather) in the order that I did them.

Beautiful Denied Girl (5 tickets)

"Come see the beautiful, denied girl in all her trembling glory. For 5 tickets you are allowed to strip naked and gawk at yourself in the mirror for ten minutes."

I opted to start this out by paying for it via 50 cunt spanks just because a cunt spanking is a great way to prepare a girl for being a carnival attraction, especially if everyone's gonna be staring at her puffy wet cunt <3

Current ticket count: 55

Staring at myself in the mirror got more and more embarrassing as time went on. I usually only take a few seconds to admire myself naked in the mirror, so spending longer than that was an exercise in my ability to focus and pay attention.

I spent a lot of time doing different poses and stretches, watching the way my body would move and what skin stretched and what fat folded with different poses. When I did the quadriceps stretch, I had the thought of some doing kind of balancing act, nevermind the fact that I don't really have good balance (it'd certainly be fun to be made to do balancing act, and then I get punished for every single time I fall or even just wobble a little bit).

I primarily stared at my tits and my cunt (which I have recently trimmed, so it was fully exposed for this with very little pubic hair there to hide it), but I did also spend some time admiring my ass, hips, and thighs which have a good amount of stretch marks. I do actually think my stretch marks look super cool — they're all shimmery and look like lighting.

I stared at my shoulders as well which are pretty broad, and I've done enough regular shoulder exercises that they've gotten a reasonable amount of muscle, and I like them a lot. I also really like the amount of armpit hair I have, and I love my happy trail.

I did also try to see how much I could jiggle my tits by doing as little amount of movement as possible, and I found that leaning over and shaking ever so slightly was a great (and very embarrassing) way to do that.

I will admit to having checked the timer once during this game, and it listed around two and half minutes left which was admittedly better than I thought I'd do when it came to when I'd likely end up checking the timer to see how much time there was left.

Test Your Might (30 tickets)

Step right up and test your might! For 10 tickets per clamp, you can have clamps placed on your body. One per nipple and your clit. Then isolating each clamp, you may tug and twist and pull however you like to rip it off. But not so fast! You need to leave them on for at least 30 minutes before pulling, to make sure the proper sensations settle in.

I went with a clamp on each of my nipples and my clit, making this cost 30 tickets in total.

Current ticket count: 25

For this ride, I started out with the clit and nipple clamps pretty loose since they were going to be clamped for so long, but I did tighten them every ten minutes, even tightening them further at the end of the thirty minutes so they'd be more difficult to pull off. Admittedly I did have to start with the clit clamp on tighter than the nipple clamps just because it's so small and slippery that the clamp wouldn't stay on if it wasn't on pretty tight.

Just having the clamps on made me feel so fucking needy, and the slow tightening of the clamps made it so much worse. It was especially bad at the very end when I tightened the clamps to be as tight as they could be before pulling them off.

Pulling them off hurt so much, especially when I was pulling and twisting the clamp off my clit. My clit is small enough that it's impossible to pull on normally, so it's really rare that I get to experience pulling on it. It looks like using a nipple clamp is a great way to go about doing so though! Something to keep in mind for the future.

I love that this task left my nipples and clit so sore and achy to the point where they were basically impossible to ignore. I was pretty slow about pulling off the clamps, and it was really painful, but now I wonder what it'd feel like if I was forced to pull them off as quickly as possible.

Rod of Peril (20 tickets)

For 20 tickets, take a ride on the fantastic Rod of Peril! You are allowed 20 minutes of grinding your denied cunt along the shaft of a dildo. Be careful not to let it slide in or touch your clit! And make sure to clean your seat for the next customer~

Current ticket count: 5

This ended up being extremely embarrassing as well as pretty tiring. I had to pause the timer and take a break twice during the 20 minutes just cause I got too tired, although I was expecting to need to take a break or two because my cardio ability is still kind of poor.

There were moments when I was grinding the dildo where I could hear just how wet my cunt was, and it was especially embarrassing when I would look down and watch as my cunt slide along the dildo.

A Nice Break (5 tickets)

For just 5 tickets get a nice break from all the action. While you rest, make sure to entertain passersby by flashing them, groping yourself over your clothes, and making plenty-lewd noises.

I opted to spank my cunt 50 times to pay for this attraction because the idea of being required to spank my cunt to earn the right to get a break made me so horny.

Current ticket count: 5

This also felt incredibly embarrassing, just imagining that I'm still supposed to entertain customers while I'm ostensibly on break, and I kept thinking about how I'm meant to be making loud moans and whimpers to make sure that people look over at me. There was even one instance where I imagined some people jeering at me or forcibly pulling my pants down to expose my cunt when they decided I wasn't properly flashing them.

I even played some carnival music in the background for The Ambiance, and honestly the thought of there also being a live musician there so that even more people look over at me flashing them or groping myself over my clothes is even more humiliating. Although perhaps the musician would end up drowning out some of my moans; perhaps that just means I get punished if the lewd noises I make aren't louder than the music.

The Main Event (30 tickets)

For 30 tickets, you can have VIP access to the main event! On display today is the neediest cunt in the continent! Start with recording a video of your exposed cunt for one minute. While recording, remind it how long it has been denied for, how long it has left, and all the fun rules you have for it. Once recorded, watch the video back as you grope your tits. Then watch it again while stroking your inner thighs, waist, and hips. Then record another video of your cunt, this time tapping your clit for every day denied so far. Then watch it back, repeating the same motions against your clit but not touching; only tapping the air above your clit. Finally, one last recording of your cunt, this time as you tap the air above your clit, counting each tap out loud, watching it back after recording just to see your own desperation played out as you finish the night at the carnival~

Required spanks for purchase: 250

This was a main reason why I wanted to do the spankings to purchase the tickets before the tasks — the idea of taking videos of my freshly spanked cunt was really hot, not to mention it's fun to think about the main attraction getting her cunt spanked over and over outside the tent as a free show before the main event starts!

I had to do the main event (30 tickets), even if I can't post the videos for fear of getting banned, but I can post the audio I made while making the videos.

So for the first recording, I made a little script to repeat out loud to remind my cunt how long it's been denied for, how long it has left, and all the rules I have for it. This is both so you all can hear it and also because it's so much more humiliating if I have to repeat it out loud instead of in my head.

"This cunt has been denied for 131 days, and she has 27 days left in her denial if said denial doesn't get extended in some way, shape, or form. She's not allowed to have any touch without permission. No clit rubbing, no cunt fucking, no tapping without first being ordered to."

And I was right that the audio added to the video made it so much more humiliating, especially with the misgendering I opted to add to it. Not to mention that the spanking beforehand made my cunt look so much puffier and needier which emphasized the humiliation even more.

And then the fact that I had to watch it twice. It was kind of hypnotic in a way, hearing the same words over and over. It'd probably would've been more hypnotic if the message I repeated was shorter.

The video of watching myself tapping while only mimicking the motions of tapping was so humiliating and frustrating. Honestly just pretending to tap my clit instead of actually tapping it drove me up the wall, and the fact that I was doing it for each and every day I've been denied made it all the worse.

And the audio of the last video in case anyone wants to hear me count to 131 while pretending to tap my clit:

Watching the last video back made my clit so hard that it actually hurt, and I ended up going to bed with my cunt aching so badly.

Other thoughts

Tasks I did not end up doing: Smartest Pet, Talented Magician, Vacuum of Space, Tiger Cage, Icy Shower, Sweet Treat

I had lots of fun with all the other "carnival games", and I think it'd be fun to do this again with all the ones I didn't end up getting to do. Although it did take me a long ass time to complete the ones I did, so it'd probably take me a while to do the other tasks (but also maybe not since I think I ended up doing the more energy intensive tasks).

I did really want to do all of the tasks, but there's only so much of spanking my pussy that is realistic, especially given that I already spanked my cunt a total of 350 times to be able to complete the tasks I did do. So obviously the only solution is to do the task again when the carnival is back in town (aka when/if I get permission to do so).

As of when I posted my report for this, I'd have 77 tickets to use which is more than enough tickets for the rest of the tasks, but perhaps people could suggest their own carnival game ideas for me to do so I'd still have to spank my cunt a good handful of times in order to get the chance to do the games I want to do (or maybe there's some inflation for next time the carnival comes around, so all the tasks are more expensive).

I did do all of these while wearing just panties (which were a lovely forest green in case anyone wanted to know), and I did them in front of my mirror which I angled down so that I'd actually be able to see myself while doing the poses.

Child's pose is a stretch that I already do fairly often since it's pretty easy to do (and also it's great for my shoulders). It's kind of cold in my room, so I was just thinking about how it felt like one of the scenes in the book I'm currently reading where a woman kneels naked with her head to the ground.

Puppy's pose is one I'm less familiar with, but I do think it was also really good for my shoulders. I had trouble doing extended puppy's pose, so I just did my best in arching my back as much as I physically could. It was definitely embarrassing to look at myself in the mirror and see how much it looked like I was presenting my pussy to get fucked.

For downward dog, I can't quite get my heels all the way to the ground in the pose, but that's sure to improve with practice. I think I'd have trouble actually keeping up the pose if I was fucked in it, which makes me think of being punished for breaking the pose while being fucked.

I'm nowhere close to my back being flexible enough to do camel pose properly (couldn't even reach my hands to my ankles), and even attempting it makes me kind of breathless, and I had to remind myself to breathe while doing it. Honestly that makes the thought of someone fucking my mouth while doing it even hotter since it'd likely make it even more difficult for me to breathe.

The cat cows were definitely the most humiliating part of this. Every time I did the cow pose, I saw myself in the mirror, and my tits were hanging down like udders, and it was just so embarrassing to also moo while doing that. I also absolutely lost count on how many I actually did because I was so focused on getting the pose correct and also making the correct noise during the correct pose.

I only listened to a meow and a moo to check that the audio was fine, and I think if anyone forced me to listen to the entire thing, I would actually combust. The cat noise is the girliest, highest-pitch "nya" I think I've ever heard, and the moo sounds more like a moan than anything else.

I don't think a minute is enough time to properly think of all the things someone might say (or do) to me if they saw me in any of these poses, but it certainly would be humiliating to be made to do any of these in a public space (especially if I wasn't wearing much in said public space). I imagine that I'd be harassed quite a bit (and potentially taken advantage of).

Day 1:

I split the hour of nipple play into two thirty minute segments. My nipples aren't that sensitive (although I have been trying to train them lately, so they do have more sensitivity than they used to), but they were still all tingly after each half hour of playing with them, and my nipples still ached even an hour after playing with them.

I alternated between soft, barely there touches and rough pinches and pulls. I managed to get my cunt to clench a few times which made me hopeful that I might at least manage to reach the edge of orgasm just though nipple play.

I did want to play with my nipples even more by the end of it, but I resisted and stuck to the one hour restriction. I look forward to continuing tomorrow <3

Day 2:

I had a hard time doing the full two hours of nipple play, but I did greatly enjoy spanking my tits after each fifteen minute increment. I ended up doing five spanks for each tit to make it even and also because I just love being spanked so much.

I did experiment with using a vibrator on my nipples, but I didn't find it to be all that effective (perhaps because I only have the one vibrator and was switching back and forth between my nipples).

I also found the thirty minute segments from Day 1 to be more effective than doing the hour+ long sessions like I did today. I found that after about thirty to forty minutes of teasing my nipples, they ended up kind of numb, so having breaks every thirty or so minutes seems to be the best way for me to maximize the pleasure I get from my nipples.

Day 3:

I knew I probably wasn't going to be able to manage the full three hours of nipple play, but I did do my best.

I used nipple suckers and nipple clamps to have hands-free nipple stimulation when I could. I also experimented with using rope to tie up my tits in a way that would stimulate my nipples, and that ended up being fairly effective, at least in terms of increasing my nipple sensitivity.

I pretty much just used today as a way to experiment with hands-free nipple stimulation because I just didn't have that much free time today.

Day 4:

Because yesterday's rope bind was so effective, I also used that today to have near-constant nipple stimulation. And then I touched my nipples with my hands as much as I could as well.

The rope definitely made my nipples so much more sensitive, to the point where I think I might've actually ended up edging from it once or twice (hard to tell, but that just means I need to touch my tits more so make extra sure that I edge from just nipple play).

Day 5:

By this point, my nipples were actually pretty sensitive, so I felt reasonable confident I could, at the very least, get very close to the edge even if I wasn't sure I'd manage to reach orgasm.

I started by wearing the rope for about an hour or two before wearing nipple suckers for a few minutes. Then I laid down and listed to this hypno file while touching my nipples (and spreading my legs so that I wouldn't end up accidentally getting stimulation from anything other than my nipples.)

And I think? I actually managed to cum? It was hard to tell because it felt different than my typical orgasms, and it also seemed to last longer than my usual orgasms, so I couldn't tell if it was an orgasm or a very hard edge, but I still consider it to be a success for this week!

Other Thoughts:

I refrained from touching my clit for this entire workshop, and there were plenty of times where I desperately wanted any stimulation to my cunt, but I made sure to only get stimulation from my nipples.

Touching my nipples like this for this week definitely increased their sensitivity as well, so that was an additional success for this workshop.